The Secret of the Woods

Full House

2006-09-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

Full House

AHH FULL HOUSE! ((:

2006-07-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

man, this is super FREAKY. on friendster, people from philippines and indonesia have been adding me lah! and i don't even noe them, obviously. really freaky man.

Shan Ying and i just played Dead Man's Chest on MSN! SUPER FUN MAN! oh my gosh. So cool okay. if u wanna play, add billybones@deadmanstale.com in your msn contact list thingy. REAL FUN! haha especially the partnered one. WHOO we went to watch the movie together with cassandra. JOHNNY DEPP IS SO CUTE! haha and super funny and charming etc..

Yay! my bdae's coming soon, SO if you're thinking of getting ME something, here's some stuff u can consider *hint*: Jolin Tsai's latest CD dancing diva or something, a black notebook, one like cassandra's, a digital camera, Green Forest My Home OST, a skiing trip, JELLY HEARTS! <3, flowers like eustomas, lilies etc., size 6 cute shoes!, a maths/science tuition teacher.. and more stuff that i will add when i think of them.

p.s compared to the previous posts, this one's Super short!

2006-07-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. i SO hate rythmic gym competitions. we didn't win any prize at all! after practising for abt 7 months, and all the staying back until 7-8pm the past few weeks, we couldnt have beaten any of the other gym 5 rope groups. like, DUH! my hopes were up sooo high, and then when i heard that we got last place, it all just came crashing down.

after all the hard work and effort i put into perfecting my steps and practising, practising, practising, putting up with all the other group members who sometimes, well, most of the times, gets on my nerves, THEY CAN'T EVEN GET THEIR STEPS RIGHT. i mean, im not totally angry with them, but it's TRUE. even my mum says so. that me and claudia did the routine the best. i know im being evil typing this all and it may seem that im just being selfish that i put all the blame on them, but i REALLY can't stand it! Do you know how much time i've put into this competition?? Do you know how much effort i put in?? And how many times i felt like crying but i wouldn't cuz if not i'll just be exactly like my other team members? Do you know how high my hopes were for our team??? But it was all just an illusion. I mean, i did my best and that's probably what matters the most. But i really can't stand it that if I can put in that much effort, why couldn't the other team members??

but if my team members get angry reading about this, i'm really not angry at you guys. im just venting my frustrations okay, im honestly not angry at you guys.

okay that sounds super hypocritical but it's true. im REALLY not angry at you guys, AT ALL. cause we're supposed to be a team anyway.

and you know what? what made our losing WORST is that those sec 1 and sec 2 optionals who were chosen abt 3 WEEKS before the competition actually went home with some prizes!!! well, not literally went home with them for some winners, but you know how long we practised?? FROM DECEMBER LAST YEAR. can i just kill myself now?!

the only good thing about the much effort and hard work i've put in is that I LOST WEIGHT! YAYY! well, i hope. Claudia lost quite a lot i think, but she did it on purpose. not eating dinner and stuff like that. Like 4kg. But im still super disappointed. If you were in my shoes, you would be too. I mean, I REALLY PUT IN LOADS OF EFFORT BUT HOW COME MY GROUP MEMBERS COULDN'T REMEMBER TO LI AND PENG THEIR JIAO?!?!?!?!? GAHH!

so anyway, i just came back from dinner with claudia and her family, (i never realise her family was so small compared to mine! XP) at singapore poly that food haven resturant. and then we went in our gym costume and make up and everything. then there were these poly students sitting on the other side of the room. and when claudia and me went looking for the restroom, this guy suddenly shouted:" My friend think you very cute leh!" But then I sorta ignored him cuz haha i dunno lah, it just happened. And anyway what could I have done. But then after we came back from the creepy toilet, I felt so bad lah! i mean, i SHOULD have done something, like STARE at him or something right? RIGHT??? hahaha, then i didn't feel so sad and disappointed anymore. THEN when i came home my mum was talking abt the gym competition AGAIN and then i got disappointed ALL OVER AGAIN. like when she came here and talked to me abt it again while i was typing out this post. i mean, I PUT IN SO MUCH EFFORT LOR!! i think you guys get my point.

so anyway. i was thinking about that quote cute unquote comment for the rest of the dinner. Was i cute because of my cute make-up that Rini's mother did? And u noe what she did when she put the foundation?? OH MY GOODNESS, i was so UGHed by that. She go PUSH the foundation on and STRETCHED my left facial cheek muscles! oh my gosh. i was SUPER freaked out that it was gonna sag. and still am. then even after she put the eye shadow and everything finished, i still could feel my facial muscles were kidna stretched. i was SOO SAD LAH. good thing my eyes didn't get wrinkly from all the pulling. PHEW. but i think it will soon. MUST put cucumber on eyes tonight.

haha so, so sad lor. I should've stared at him or something. Then it was like im so rude, just ignored him. Like that time Rachel's mum sent us to the bus stop after gym practise, and i dunno whether her mum heard me say thank you before jumping out of the car to get onto the 154 bus that comes only every half an hour. Then when i got onto the bus i felt SUPER bad that i didn't really say thank you properly. I hope she heard it. You can ask claudia, i was felt super bad about not saying a proper thank you or watever its called.

so now im back home and my parents are SUPER irritating lor. just because im sitting at the com typing out this blog post so that my friends can know what's going on in my life wearing my gym costume with make up still on my face and rashes appearing due to my unclean hands, do they HAVE to keep asking me to bathe?!?! if i want to get rashes its my problem then. and now im super scared of my contacts. i MUST take it out befoe i bathe. MUST.

2006-05-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

It has finally hit me! I am going to JAPAN! I am going to Japan~! I mean i KNEW i was going to Japan, but right now all the EXCITEMENT has hit me!! My mum bought me a super giant suitcase for me to bring to japan. WHEEEEEEEEE!! oh my gosh, I AM GOING TO JAPAN!!! yay! i'm starting to pack. i have been wanting to pack my stuff! i LOVE packing for trips, fold and fold and just put in loads of extra clothes that i know i wouldn't need but just in case. xP

haha! oh my gosh! I. Am. So. Excited. I started jumping and bouncing around the house like wat i did when mediacorp was coming to film us. [read previous post] YAY! Huixin is coming too! whoopee. i mean, i knew that before lah, but so fun! get to go wth friends! yayyyyy!!!

wah, two days holiday all got taken up by chao ji bian bian bian and tmr having the Japan Exchange preparations. It's next MONDAY! CJBBB pre-show is on 23 may lor! we're gonna miss it, those going to Japan. We're leaving on Monday, 22 May! flight is at 11.25 pm. We're reaching Osaka at 6.25 am. haha :D man, i am SO excited. the only thing im not looking forward to is the other people who are going along as well. i really don't like my group, but i chose to do gifts, and apparently, really irritating people like to do gifts as well. so i got stuck with them. like WATEVER. i don't like them, or should i say, donch like them. well, i guess i just got to work with them, and make use of the time i have with my friends in Japan. I really hope the Home Stay programme will be one student to a family. Everyone else wants two or three lah! like, where got the host families want to spend so much!?!? on food and everything. they don't think one lah. having someone to accompany would definitely be great lah, but must be open to this experience and go and learn! which is the point of this trip in the first place lor, hor huixin?

whoopee..anyway, as i was saying, CJBBB took up the whole day, from 8.30am till 4.30pm. For lunch huixin, jocelyn and me went to Mad Jack's which was at the corner of the shophouses after turning out of the road leading out of school. We all had the set meal lah, and i thought the food was fine, but apparently the food didn't suit the tastes of Joce and Huixin. I kept trying to convince them the food wasn't so bad lah, i quite liked it, the lemon honey sauce especially, but the food not that great lah. even though it had many article reviews and stuff. i think they just printed them out themselves and paste there! haha! so after eating everything, we were all stuffed, with a huge scoop of mash potato, two fish fillets and a bowl of creme of mushroom. I was the only one that finished my soup though. Both of them said it was SUPER tasteless and just kept adding salt and pepper salt and pepper. Really! Those two arh! haha, mushroom soup was nice lor i tell you! dunno why they didn't like it. x)

so after lunch we went back, and no one was back from lunch yet! cuz we all went different places to eat. so we sort of slacked a while, then got some ppl come back! then we three raaaann around the Art room to the back or the dance studio, that whole area. then it was kinda of a dead end. so we asked the cleaner uncle then he told us to walk by the drain behind the bushes and the ledge was so tiny lah! so we grabbed onto the fence and walked back to the Design studio! hhahaha! wat an adventure man.

yup, so we ended at 4.30pm then i walked to the busstop with Huixin and our buses came together, so we both said bye and went up the bus. In the bus i was soo sleepy lah, then i fell asleep and almost hit the person sitting on my right, but good thing i caught myself in time. haha but during that time the bus seemed to take forever to move lah! maybe got jam or sumthing, i didn't see, was sleeping. haha and reached home at about 5.45pm

This week i got to watch TV in peace! you know all the must-see-tuesday shows? cuz past few weeks everytime i wanna watch then got this nagging thought that must study! must study!! at the back of my head. but it still wasn't that ahhhhhhhhhh..kinda feeling, although my exams are over. dunno why lah, maybe cuz i feel i shouldn't watch too much TV. i ALWAYS do lah, feel that way i mean, but i still watch. Not all the time, but sometimes, for drama serials those kinda shows. not disney shows. those shows i can't stand it, not doing somthing else but watching TV!!! the HORROR!! i think im confusing you. anyway haha i just don't like the thought of not doing something else useful. But exams are over! i should watch TV in peace! but i couldnt ahhaha. i really enjoyed Seoul Far Seoul Good. that is a GREAT show! everyone should watch it!! shows filming sets of different Korean dramas! so cool. and the hosts Michelle Chong and William something are so funny too lah! ahah. they were acting out the Winter Sonata scences in today's episode x)

Yup, so, i haven't packed even a set of clothes into my luggage, after sitting her so long trying to type out my blog post. BETTER GET TO IT SOON! before it's the DAY BEFORE the trip! ahhh!!!!! that would be disasterous. i hope Stella rememberes to bring her blazer and skirt and tie. i need it for the Japan trip, if not im dead. must remember. must remember.

2006-05-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

wow. last night was SUPER fun lah i tell you.

mediacorp came to our school to shoot the chao ji bian bian bian behind-the-scenes thing and it was so cool lah! we finished our science paper at 10 am, then me, huixin and cora went to huixin house cuz we thought we had 3 hours to kill cuz the 'It's Showtime' [which is the singapore version of chao ji bian bian bian] group was meeting together at 1pm. but turns out when we were going for lunch, the lao shi didn't let the rest of the group go, and we already left the school. so we bought back our burgers and ate them in school. so, after eating, we went to the design studio, a room i didn't know of until yesterday, and started making the props, so like, we will have SOMETHING to show AND do during the filming. haha...so yarlah, then we did that from about 1pm till 5.30 and then we had pizza, which the lao shi treated us to! haha so fun lah.

Then of course all of us were like super super excited and I was super super excited, i kept bouncing around and grinning, huixin said that in the one year she's known me i was never this enthu. which is so not true cuz im enthu ALL THE TIME eh, huixin? But i was really really excited!! So everyone was in the toilet retieing [sp?] their hair and everything, washing their faces. i was the only sensible one to bring facial wash, dduh. haha no lah joking [abt. the sensible part]. yup, but instead of coming at 6 pm, the film crew was delayed or sumthing andonly came when it was gonna be 7pm i guess.

And since there was still light outside, they wanted to take the CHEER quickly, before the sun complete sets and becomes so dark, then they would have to set up the lights and stuff. so they were quite impatient and stuff, we could see it when we came out onto the parade ground already. The host was this Ben Yeo guy [Belinda told us after the whole thing] and i bet everyone could also see that he was very, you noe, star attitude i guess, and i think he was making fun of our cheer or sumthing. The cheer, btw, was super super creative, thought of by our group leader, PENNY!!! yay! Penny is super funny, and so were Stella and Victoria who came up with the MSN song, which was what our biao yan was about lah.

It was sumthing like,
Oh MSN,
wo fei chang xui yao ni,
somethingsomethingsomething
bu ke mei you ni.
Oh MSN,
ni shi wo de yi kao,
somethingsomethingsomething
bu ke bu ke mei you ni.

sung to the tune of the Jocie Kok song Bu pai bu pai! haha so funny i tell you, but we didnt get the do it in front of the cam cuz our "dance routine" could not be shot entirely with the camera.
so after wasting about 20 minutes we finally did it on the steps of the parade ground, four in a row. Our group name is dou de zhang men ren which means, Leaders of the beans but i think it was supposed to be dots cuz we're the dots! haha, penny came up with super funny actions which was supposed to be like in period dramas or sumthing where those eunuchs acted sissy and all, or probably the actions were kinda "seductive" in a funny way! haha oh my, really really funny when we saw it for the first time, especially when Penny did it! haha oh my gosh, it's like, how does she noe how to act like that! anyway, i think when we actually did it in front of the camera, it didn't turn out as good as Penny did it, probably cuz most of the people didn't bother to learn. Someone said that Ben guy was making fun of our cheer and imitating us lah, but watever!

After we finished the cheer outside, we all ran back into the dance studio where we were gonna shoot the thing. I haven't been into the dance studio before last night lah, and everyone could see that the school has invested A LOT of money. The converted the entire D & T room into the dance studio, and actually the newly-renovated dance studio hasn't been officially opened yet, but we were priviledged enough to use the place [wat the lao shi said.] But the thing about this dance studio is that, even though it had many many spotlights and a very good sound system and probably could be used to hold small performances where the audience sat on the floor, it didn't have MIRRORS!! like, WAT DANCE STUDIO DOES NOT HAVE MIRRORS!?! well. our school's apparently.

Actually before they came, we were in the dance studio looking around and jumping around (especially me) and everyone was doing spilts and stuff(???). i guess they were really excited about the dance studio too! haha so fun lah, and i knew all these people in the group. it was really fun, so we spent abt an hour in the dance studio before they came. then we went out then we came back in and we had to do some formation thing and say, " wo men shi..dou de zhang ren men!" so they put us in a pyramid formation, one row behind another, then Victoria told them we actually had planned some formation already, so we ended up taking more time, trying to do some cheerleader kinda of formation. and me and huixin we next to each other, kneeling there while they tried to do the formation, and us just kneeling there, waiting to shout "WO MEN SHI...DOU DE ZHANG MEN REN!!!!!" well, nowonder the crew was getting edgy. and im patient. if i had to arrange a group of girls who couldn't make up their mind about wat to do and being to hard, i would be irritated too.

But i think that Ben guy was really mean, even though he looked quite cute, which was why he was chosen as an actor in the first place and his longish face. And wat's up with that pair of obiang pants!?!? Although later after the thing Penny told us it was in fashion in Taiwan. And he kept getting his lines wrong! he was trying to say that dou poem. The one Cao Cao's son came up with in 7 steps or sumthing? i THINK, well it was the dou one anyway. and he kept getting it wrong, oh well, and wat's worst is that the film managerer person was acting so nice when he kept getting it wrong, unlike when we couldn't shout loud enough, or shake enough or sumthing. But i guess they have to be like that if not they actors will probably have one of their tantrums or sumthing.

So, we did wat we had to do (stuffing newspapers into boxes over and over and over again cuz wwe had nothign else to do) while the Ben guy went around interviewing the girls who were doing something, like "painting" the mouse, or reading the nosensical words Stella wrote onto the MSN screen for fun, which made no sense at all. they were like, ni hao ma？wo ai wo．wo hen hao．stuff like that! haha i bet that Ben guy was irritated with interviewing students about boring stuff and has no interest in watsoever. it's his JOB. so when he finally came to the group of us who were stuffing newspaper, we all kept quiet when the Ben guy asked Victoria questions about our keyboard. giant sized one. ahah. cuz we were super shy lah i tell you. who would dare to?? so we just sat there while victoria said everything, like how we only had two letter printed: A,B cuz we hadn't printed the rest out yet. and that they could form a word: BA

well anyway, so after they did all that they interviewed lao shi and asked us to go away if not we make her nervous, oh yeah, about 10 teachers were sitting at the door watching the whole thing, most were chinese lao shis. so we went into the darker side of the dance studio and sat down, while Clarissa Sentosa told us about the ghost in the prefect's room. it was ultra spooky i tell you, and in the dance studio, there is this super dark coner in the darker side of the dance studio where there are NO lights at all, and i dunno why, huixin went to take her torch light and we ventured into the unknown. then someone whispered, "there's a bicycle there!" and we ran out from the corner, screaming. well, we would have been screaming if the filming wasn't going on and we weren't allowed to make any noise.

when filming wrapped up at about 8.15pm, we were thinking of asking Ben for autographs, well, I was thinking of asking, so i asked Penny and then she asked the lao shi and the lao shi was like, quick!! they are going already. so they asked Ben to wait until we got some paper. and i got an autograph! but it's not really very clear cuz the pen was the pen that cannot write one unless on a table, which was quite bleagh. and elena took her phone and took a picture with him!! that lucky thing. i would have done that too if my phone was on and i had it with me. but of course i wouldn't, im not DESPERATE or anything. but so cool! he IS an actor. even though i don't watch channel 8. i watch channel 55!! hongkong dramas and korean dramas! whoo! my favourite channel! all the aunties' favourite channel!

okay, so autographs were done, Ben had left for some other filming, and everything was packed up. we were all REALLY REALLY scared now, all spooked out about the ghost and i had to go to the toilet to change lah! i was SUPER scared, afraid that the ghost might suddenly appear in the cubicle. oh my goodness, im feeling scared now. good thing i didn't have to take the bus home. my dad came at 9:15pm after fetching my mum and then we went to tiong bahru market to get supper. i guess i was really tired, i think i almost fell off the chair. and i probably stank from being so sticky the entire day.

well, and actually i had wanted to post this last night, on the laptop cuz i was too scared and sleepy to come and use my com in the library, and my idiot brother would not let me use the laptop, cuz he was playing stupid MAPLE STORY. and just kept whining and whining, causing me to use my forehead muscles to FROWN, and everyone knows NOT TO FROWN if not will have wrinkles, and i bet the more i think about getting wrinkles, the more i WILL have wrinkles. so anyway, i thought, WHY am i over here getting wrinkles when i can just get back at him by locking the toilet door so he can't use it and go to sleep, instead of staying up later and geting more wrinkles? so i went through the toilet door and left it open [ not wide enough aparently] and SLAMMED my toilet door. and went to my mirror and look to see if i had any wrinkles.

bleagh, i have been talking about upsetting stuff the whole evening, about students in school that are so destestable, i'd rather not get wrinkles over. WHICH I AM NOW!! oh my gosh, must SMILE! (((((:

okay, i took 3 hours to type this post! i hope it doesnt get lost when i click, publish post! :\

2006-04-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

INJUSTICE! i feel injustified or unjustified or watever.
all i did was get my DAD a PACKET OF PEANUTS! and he's was like, ohhh...now do things so fast eh... something like that, because he thought i got him a packet of peanuts SO FAST cuz he let me go to JAPAN. and that he's writing me a cheque for $2500! and it's not really his cheque anyway, cuz he forgot to bring his cheque book back, so my mum's helping me write. BLEAHHH. next time i'll just take 10 minutes to get a packet of peanuts for him, or not get him one at all, just give him a packet of cheese or ham or something.

I hope he doesn't ask me to pay part of it so fast. I shouldn't have told him i had $900. then i'll probably have to give him all my savings, maybe i can just pay him super slooowly,,, wait until the next Chinese New Year, please.

My bro went to Japan last year and cost S$2000 i think. AND IT WAS ONLY FIVE DAYS!! mine is like, TEN days okay, and they let HIM go without asking all the dumb questions my dad asked me, making me NOT wanting to answer him at all, cuz it's so URGH! and i just don't want to answer them and then make me into a bad mood and my dad keeps thinking im moody all the time because i WANT to be, actually that's partly true, but ANYWAY, so it just made everything worst. so i didn't talk about it for like, a week already and yeah, anyway, i didn't noe how to ask him for a cheque of $2500 which had to be given in on friday, which is tmr. so i just told him i needed a cheque and he asked for the itenary. PHEW! and so today he said he would be , well he didnt SAY IT say it, but yar lah! anyway,, I JUST FEEL UNJUSTIFIED FOR THE STUPID PEANUT THING!! WAT'S WRONG WITH GETTING HIM A PACKET OF PEANUTS AFTER THE TV SHOW ENDED!?!??!!? then, make him wait and get angry and don't let me go ARH?! but of cause i wasn't thinking that, i was just thinking, oh the show ended, i shall go get that packet of peanuts now. THAT'S ALL and he was "overly-suspiscious" or sumthing.

gosh, i just wasted half an hour on the com!! gahh! we're having our english exam and i just started to panic THIS MORNING!! i forgot the format for INFORMAL letter writing!! and i can't really remember FORMAL one as well!! they are both totally DIFFERENT. i hope i don't get them mixed up lah! oh my goodness. i better sleep early today. i bet i can fall asleep during my paper 2 lah! the compre one. i ALWAYS do for chinese compre. thats why i always end 45 minutes later than the rest of the class. during PSLE i was so sleepy for my english paper i was nodding off during my..compo i think.

well gotta sleep now, its 10.3o!!!!!! rahhh!! oh my goodness. EXAMS ARE HERE!!

2006-04-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

i don't really eat donuts. :

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:
You energize yourself and push others to suceed.
At Your Lowest:
You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.
In Love:
You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.
How You're Attractive:
Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.
Your Eternal Question:
"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's" Your Power Color?

is that almost pink??

You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.When you're good, you're swee

2006-04-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

"Whatever it is, it's TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, no VEGETABLE can help!"

- Hazirah Hanip on dumb leg muscles.

2006-04-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

I've thought on ways on how to lose my stupid leg muscles:

1. Quit rthymic gym and join library club [like priscilla said, and also quite impossible]
2. Ask my dad to sign me up for some pilates classes which can probably help to lenghten my legs or sumthing.
3. Convince my dad to buy that OTO massager thingy and see if it works on leg muscles.
4. Do shoulder stands everyday for 3 minutes each time. I don't think it works at all but it's the only possible thing i can do now.
5. Go into coma for about a year or so and then work all the muscle-turned fats off.
6. Ask eve's sister what's she doing.

Rahhh i so hate getting bigger leg muscles and they keep getting bigger each WEEK because gym is like, two times a week and we practise so much. And im the one more prone to getting bigger muscles cuz mine are already so big. so the girls with slim legs just continue having slim legs. rah. i hope i can go buy one of those OTO massager thingys and sneak it and hide it in my room or sumthing. rah.

anyway, ballet is super boring now and i don't see the point in going cuz i don't feel like dancing at ALL when i see my legs in the mirror. they are SO horrible. Had maths and home econs test today. i Think i flunked both of them. Maths was SUPER hard. i was racking my brains and i think i used up half a tube of pencil lead and half an eraser doing the sums and erasing them over and over again. and there's dumb music! rah. i wished Miss Jane Tan was still our music teacher. now it's this new teacher i think they call them interns or sumthing and he took over our class and he's super scary. So michelle tham and I absolutely cannot come up with a song composition and i think we are really gonna get it this wednesday when we go with absolutely nothing. IT'S DUE NEXT WEEK! how horrible can this get. must relaly get down to doing those bonus mark activities. if not im bound to fail. and because Miss Tan isn't with our class, i can't ask her if i can do the research, cuz we're supposed to ask her first.

I got shortlisted for the Japan Exchange programme! whooohoo.. too bad there isn't a Korea one =( if not i'll be SUPER EXCITED AND BEG MRS TEY TO LET ME GO if i didnt get accepted. but there isn't one. so SAD. i've been learning Korean, okay. from Korean dramas and movies wahhaha. i just learnt a new phrase. It's cha geum mah liyoh. Cha geum means wait. mah li yoh is like, wait for me when put all together. wahaha. i learnt it from that korean drama that has just started showing on Channel U. They showed it before on channel 56, a looong time ago. But that's cable lah. Channel 55 is the best! all the hongkong dramas and everything. but now i don't watch them so much cuz everytime come home so late already, up then still got tuition and everything.

okay it's sooo late. not really lah but if i continue to sleep late i will always feel like, sleep then the next thing i know, its morning and its time to go to school. Rahhh! i SO hate school okay! well. NIGHTS! oh yeah, i got a new phone!

2006-04-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

2006-03-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

1. name: Brenda
2. single or taken: single.
3. sex: female
4. birthday: 280892
5. siblings: elder and younger brother and younger sis
6. hair color: black and dark brown on the underside of my hair which no one can see..
7. eye color: dark brown
8. shoe size: 5
9. height: 1.55m
10. any tattoos or piercings: one on each ear.
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: medicine
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene!
3. what are you most scared of?: umm..bimbos.
4. who is the last person that called you?: my tuition teacher.
5. where do you want to get married?: umm..in Japan with falling Sakura flowers
6. how many buddies are online right now?: 30
7. what would you change about yourself?: physically: taller and slimmer,
f a v o u r i t e (s)
1. color: pink! and lilac~
2. food: expensive foods. :p
3. boys names: umm?
4. girls names: not sure.
5. subjects in school: every subject is kinda equal
6. animals: i don't really like animals. i think they're cute but scary.
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: nah.
2. smoked?: no and i never will. so smelly.
3. bungee jumped?: nope.
4. made yourself throw up?: i don't think so..my sister does that a lot
5
]. skinny dipped?: gross
6. ever been in love?: nah
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: nope.
8. eaten a lemon in its entirety?: never
9. run away from home?: no
10. cried when someone died?: nah
11. lied? : yea, duh
12. fallen for your best friend?: uhh nope
13. been rejected?: no.
14. rejected someone?: nobody approached me!
15. used someone?: define that.
16. done something you regret?: probably.
c u r r e n t
clothes: shirt and shorts.
music: Sad tango by Rain.
make-up: not wearing any
annoyance: this room stinks
smell: nope, it stinks.
favorite group: ?
desktop pic: pink background with a pair of legs on pointe and a rose in her hand.
book you're reading: The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown.color of toenails: whatever colour they were?
l a s t p e r s o n you
touched: my sister's foot. eeww
hugged: can't really remember
instant messaged: Lishing!
you yelled at: my older brother.
kissed: never kissed anyone in my life.
a r e y o u
open-minded: i hope so.
arrogant: nope?insecure: mayberandom: random??
hungry: nope.
moody: not now.
organized: sometimes, i have my black diary to keep me organized
difficult: sometimes probably.
R A N D O M
In the morning i am: worried about whether my phone would stop ringing
o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: i dunno. don't really care.
makes you laugh the most: dunno.
makes you smile: uhh...?
d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to you?: maybe. but that's wishful thinking.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: never!
wish you were younger?: sometimes. and sometimes older.
cried because someone said something to you?: nope.
N u m b e r of
times i have had my heart broken: zero?
of hearts i have broken: whoops.
of guys ive kissed: zero
of girls ive kissed: zero
of continents i have lived in: 1of cds i own: dunno. go count.
F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: i shouldn't be doing it when im supposed to be doing homework.
2. gold or silver?: silver. definitely.
3. what was the last movie you watched?: Korean movie My Little Bride.(:
4. favourite cartoon/anime?: i don't like anime. i don't watch cartoons.
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: handfull of the honer cereal.
6. who would you love being locked in a room with?: Hazirah? Then she can be my makeup model!
7. could you live without your computer?: maybe, i did for a few months
8. would you color your hair?: next time maybe
9. could you ever get off the computer?: yeah?
10. habla espanol?: that's some language. i know kay.
11. how many people are on your msn list?: 262
12. Drink Alcohol?: nope.
13. Your name spelled backwards?: adnerb! haha! so weird.
14. Where were your parents born?: mum in singapore and dad in malaysia
15. Have you ever moved?: yup abt. 4 times
16. What's your Favorite place to go?: umm..not sure, too many
17. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King?: queen
18. What's your favorite sport to play?: is rythmic gym considered a sport?
19. How many kids do you want?: 4?
20. Type of music you dislike most?: those loud music called metal or sumthing..
21. Colour of your school bag?: PINK! and a silver strap across it.
22. Do you have cable?: yep
23. Favorite 80's song? don't listen to them.24. Ever prank call anybody?: i don't think so
25. Ever get a parking ticket?: i don't drive yet.
26. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: bungee jumping!
27. Furthest place you have ever been?: australia? or new zealand.
28. Ever bowl a 300?: nope. don't really bowl
29. What's your favorite comic strip?: baby blues. foxtrot.
30. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?: kinda.
31. Bath or Shower?: shower. i don't have a bathtub
32. Best movie you've seen in the past month?: korean movie: My boyfriend is Type B!
33. Favorite pizza topping?: pineapples!
34. Beer or ale?: eww?
35. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? wad?
36. Do you eat skin on chicken?: nooO! so unhealthy.
37. Apple juice or Orange?: apple juice with bits of aloe vera.
38. Favorite type of chocolate bar?: is kinda bueno considered a chocolate bar?
39. Favourite fruit?: almost every kind except those acidic ones.
40. Your favorite vegetable?: loads of them! yum!
41. Have you ever won a trophy?: nah, only the cha-cha class championship trophy. hooray for 1/4!!
42. Are you a good cook?: maybe.
43. Do you know how to pump your own gas?: i don't drive.
44. Bought something from an infomercial?: nope
45. Is Oprah annoying or great?: i don't watch that.
46. Ever flex in front of a mirror?: feet?
47. Ever throw up in public?: can't remember
48. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?: a millionaire! or a billionaire. (:
49. Do you believe in love at first sight?: mm.
50. Ever call a 1-900 number?: no.
51. Ever been stood up for a date?: i've yet to be invited for one.
52. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex?: long hair. and piercings.
53. Ever Been Cheated on?: dunno.
54. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? can't remember.
55. Can ex's be friends?: guess so.

2006-01-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

gah. wat a stupid morning.

my sister made me stay in the bathroom for over ONE HOUR doing her rubbish in the room, so i couldnt come out to get my stuff. and i was banging on the door but she still wouldnt get out. gah! then i tried to open that stupid silkpro bottle so that the dispenser thingy will pop up. but it's so hard lah! and i was using the tweezers and everything and ended up cutting my hands all over. grrr! why do they make these things so hard. and in the end the thing still couldn't pop up.

im gonna sent a stupid feedback on their website or sumthing.

i stayed up this morning until 5am to complete my stupid SCIENCE task 3. it was REALLY stupid. i couldn't find anything anout hunting = breakdown in food chains= extinction of speices blahblahblah. so i only manaed to complete half of the deforestation part...GRRRRRRRRRR.. so today i gotta complete : task 3, task 5. recopy chinese zuowen. print out bookmarks, MATHS!! :
i think the rest can hand up a bit later. english, and the science review.

okay..gonna do rubbishy homework now.

I hope it snows tmr.

2005-12-29T02:25:00.000+08:00

it's 02.18 am on a thursday morning.
i've finally understood wat the phrase/sentence watever "A picture speaks a thousand words" mean. Just one simple picture can tell so much, If only you would take the time to search deeper in meaning. Take for example this picture i got from gettyimages. :

See this pic? it's blue, cold. From this picture I see loneliness, solitude and sadness. It also looks like a dream. Not real. Fictional.

Anyway, that's how I see this picture.

To say that this is exactly how I am feeling right now would be too much and not as appropiate. No one would understand anyway.

God does.

The reason why I am staying up so late is actually to complete my science report. But i don't think i'll be able to by today, if i keep getting distracted like this.

At 3am in the morning, only about 3 people are online.

gotta finish writing my report. ><

pig.

2005-12-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

ppl keep sending me this tickle test lah!
so i decided to try it,

Yellow !
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!

http://web.tickle.com/color/result.jsp

2005-12-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

SCIENCE is due second week of school.
I can't imagine going back to school and starting a WHOLE NEW YEAR.
like in sec one.
i hate school.

i hope maybe i can get into 2/3. if all my frens are there. i don't like my this year class. i dunno how im gonna survive another WHOLE YEAR. oh well. i guess i would. i did this year.

i don't know wat's my rank in the whole Sec 1 level. im probably between 11 and 24 cuz huixin ranked 11 and gloria rank 24 and she said i couldn't be lower than her.

$750!??!?! for the scholarship??? i hope i get $750. so weird. im talking in paragraphs. sorta.

GAAAH! SCIENCE HW! i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

less than two weeeks to complete. most probably can't complete it before Christmas. i haven't even written christmas cards yet!

well this is how i feel. full-stop. full-stop. full-stop.

I HATE HOMEWORKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

oh nooooooooo!! youth camp is OVERRR!! im missing it already lah.
oh man, so sad. so fun lah! ))))))): aaaaaaahh! why isit soo short!? i dunno wat to do now. i have loads and loads and loads of homework. i have next week to complete them..and now it's like quite enough time but i drag and drag then no time so CANNOT drag lah. hiyoh.. i miss yiling! hahha she's going away.. bleeeah..gah i want youth camp! i dunno wat to do now lah. my head is all weird. I WANT YOUTH CAMP!! anyway..i noe wat to do for the next few days. we're going malaysia to get WOOD. haha yar, so come back do homework.

okay i dunno wat to say now.

2005-12-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

To do list :

Read 1 english book, 1 science book.
Complete 3 english book reviews & 1 science book review.
Complete evil science ppt.
Finish reading chinese holiday assignment book.
Do 3 bookmarks that has something to do with the chinese story.
Do many many zuo wens. [AHH! I LOST MY CHINESE ASSIGNMENT SHEET!!]

Order Sec 2 books through internet by 6 Dec.
Hand in library books by 8 Dec.
Try NOT to go for youth camp because I have too much things to complete.
Decide whether or not to stay over during youth camp.
Go for youth camp on 5 Dec .
Worry abt uncompleted homework.
FREAK OUT!!!

2005-11-30T01:49:00.000+08:00

GAAAAAAHHH! the HOOROORR!! eeekss. oh man. I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. there's SOSOOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH! GAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH... someone help meee! can i just pay someone to do my work for me?!?! gahgahgah. i dunno how to do the dumb science thing!!!! and book reviewss! gahh.

2005-11-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness. my baby toenail is so spoilt. or watever. i mean it's like ugh! ruined. and i was planning to go for a pedicure in bangkok. oowowowowowoww. gah! shouldn't have peeled my toenail off. now it's gonna take like more than a month to grow back )):

anyway. there's SOSOSOOSOOSOS much homework. im SOO not kidding. im really freaking out and there's like so little time left to complete everything i think im just gonna fail. and now my baby toenail looks super eeky i think im jsut gonna paste a plaster over it. gah! this is sosoos irritatingggggggggggggggggggggggg.

i hate science. i hate science. i hate science.

last thursday i went to the library and it's super scary lah. im not gonna go back there alone. i mean, the place is SOOOOOOOO big. are libraries meant to be THAT big?? was really scary lah! had to go borrow books for english holiday assignment and a science fiction book. and i don't get it at all. anyway. my toenail looks mutated.
gah.

got ballet tmr again. i really really REALLY hate that class lah. then somemore exams are coming and im not prepared at all...okay lah a bit lah. but it's not our fault.. used so much time practising for the concert. GAH. and grade 6 is a two-year syllabus somemore. then she wants to squish everything into less than a year. gahgahgah. but i wouldn't want to go waste another year in grade 6.

maybe after the exams i'll go try out the ballet class taught by a jap teacher. cuz my dad renovated their dance studio lah..but i think new classes are quite scary lor. but i don't feel as scared as the streetjazz class if i were to try it. i REAAAAALLY hate my ballet class.

evil ppl.

i'd better logged off soon. so late still haven't showered yet.

gah. my ppoor toenail. ))))))))':

2005-11-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

hehe! there's a new chinese drama serial on channel 8 and it's abt dancing! it's like super cool although i haven't seen the REAL dancing yet! haha. u can read abt the story here: http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/shows/drama/view/668/1/.html ((: hahaha. and in the show there's this scence where jeannette aw has a body- double and it's Bibiana! the street jazz instructor who came to our school to teach us. waha.. not surprising anyway. oh yea. it's over here: http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/around8/interviews/view/689/1/.html click on the pics! haha. so cool.

i still haven't go to that studio wu place to go check out the street jazz classes. gah! jocelyn tayyy! u said u wanted to take too! blah. and it goes by like ten classes so yar. supposed to take when school hols started but still haven't gahgahgah. not aikido either. im not so keen on aikido lah but i really really really wanna take street jazz. it's so fun. ((:

hrmm.. haven't started on my holiday hw yet. im kinda dead lah. wasted one week already. i better start soon if not die. gah.

2005-11-05T00:30:00.000+08:00

well, there goes the first week of the school hols and i have completed absolutely nothing. 2 months may seem like a loooong holiday but it just goes by like THAT. i had better get down to doing my holiday homework. before it's the last week of the school hols. gah! i can't believe they gave us SOO much hw. like hw for the main subjects. gah. T^T

whoopee! im going bangkok on the 23 of Nov! yay!!! so must finish my homework by then which is like in two more weeks. and in these two weeks i have to finish reading 3 english fiction books and record down all the phrases and stuff and 1 science fiction book and write abt. the characters and stuff. and do this really really weird science ppt. it's SUPER weird kae! ugh. but it's still hw. blah! then gotta read the chinese book and do 3 bookmarks abt the story [other classes get to do 1 only] which is kinda dumb cuz i don't understand the story at all. even if i DO try to read it. then oh man. got 3 zuo wens. this is bad. there's no way i can complete that in less than three weeks.

Song Hye-Kyo is soooo pretty! and if u click this link: http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Song_Hye-kyo.php?news=3232 , you will see that Rain, her co-star in Full House, said that SHG would be his ideal girlfriend. and i believe that it was the chemistry between the two of them which made the mini series Full House so enjoyable as seen in the following links: http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Song_Hye-kyo.php?PHPSESSID=89a56aac0fe464f2a70792662581ff3f&news=3544 and http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Song_Hye-kyo.php?news=3827. okay i think both of them are abt the same thing but yar, anyway, Full House is REAL nice! and Song Hye-Kyo is probably super lovable too cuz she and her co-star in All In, Lee Byeong-Heon, also fell in love. But in the end they broke up.: http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Lee_Byeong-Heon.php?news=1169#news

here's another nice picture of SHG!

http://www.hancinema.net/korean_Song_Hye-kyo.php?
They say she got the perfect face okay!

hhaha. i got rollar blades! and it's kinda weird. cuz i keep standing on my inner foot which makes it hurt.and i figured if i can manage to use rollar blades i should be able to ice skate ((: well anyway it's 1am. heh.

channel 55 is showing a rerun of da chang jin [Dae Jang Geum]. so i'm able to catch it and it's really really really nice. and starhub has this contest and they are giving away free Full House OSTs! but i can't participate cuz i can't find our account no. which is SOOO sad. there's a big gigantic bug flying above my head. i better run soon. anyway. so i can't join the contest and im losing my chance of getting the Full House OST. they ONLY give the freebies in SINGAPORE. so even if i can get the Full House VCD in thailand, dunno if can gt the OST. and maybe the VCD the subtitles all in Thai one. which is also gonna be real sad cuz i can't understand Korean nor can i read Thai. ah well. im looking forward to going Chatuchak! ((:

2005-10-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

3rd! can u believe it!? 3rd in class!! never beforeee!! wahahhhahaha. oh man. happyhappyhappy! *grins* yups. there are threee things i wanna take up! umm.. aikido, streeet jazz and korean! waahaha. yar. sooo i finally found someone to go for street jazz with me! jocelyn tay from 1E1! wahahah. yay. apparently she was looking for street jazz classes as well. ((: super fun right? haha. yar and aikido can take at bukit batok CC. for $110 for 36 lessons. hahah! much much cheaper than raffles town club. which is like $50 for 4 lessons! that's almost 5 times the price! and taught by the same sensei somemore. hahaa. my parents know him lol. dunno where to learn korean. can learn on internet! haha. free lah.

gah! got SOO many ppl to go ice skating with. how come it has suddenly become the IN thing. hahas. me and huixin wanted to go at first cuz she had that discount card lol. then like everyone wants to go ice skating now. whoo! there's like girls from my class and frens from the other class and everything. haha. yay! gotta arrange a date lah. then go in one whole big gigantic group. kinda impossible right. haha. oh man so scary. wat if i fall and some professional skater comes and skates over my fingers! *horrified!* happened to a girl before... gotta use that metal bar thingy. i haven't used it before. last time looooong ago when my dad brought me and my bro there. i didn't dare use it! too embarrassing! gosh. now worst right!

my mum is calling me to go eat the chocolate banna cake from secret recipeee!! whoot! but it's like super super HIGH in calories and she keeps complaining im so fat. not just "u're so fat" but she does. hahah. im gonna eat it anyway. who cares. next time can't eat anymore. :\

2005-10-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

i tried running away from it. but it still got me. it has got me in three places. NOOOO!! stupid mosquito. gah! there's like this new breed of mosquitoes in my house. GAH! i already got one stupid one on my arm that doesn't look like it's gonna go off anytime soon. argh. when's the mosquito guy coming?!

anyway. im watching Full House episodes 13 & 14 for the third time now! wahahaha. cuz watched it last night and the rerun just now and now again on channel 255! ((: whee! oh man next week is the last two episodes already! noooo! but it's getting kinda draggy now haha. and anyway they are gonna be together in the end. and there's this contest if u can answer whether trimslim has 34 dunno wat inside and who the female lead [played by SONG HYE KYO!] chose in the end, got a chance to win the OST.((: yay! hahaa but i dunno the website leh. i think im just gonna buy the OST. got free stuff inside!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ((:

i wanna learn how to rollerblade and ice skate ((: but i think it's kinda the same thing right. i dunno if i mentioned this before but song hye kyo was a former figure skating!!!!! (((: whahahahs. and she's taaaaall! not as tall as the other actress in full house lah. actually compared to all of them she looks super short. but she's actually 1.64m! i need to grow taller! need to grow taller! and finally yiling and carol realised i grew taller. i was actually liddat already but they just didn't notice. hah! im gonna outgrow u yiling!! ((((: i have abt 3-4 years more to grow. heh.

i love chocolate! i love chocolate! i love chocolate! ((((((:

2005-10-21T19:10:00.000+08:00

im having a headache. from just now after street jazz.

hrmm. i just found out our instructor is called Bibiana. haha! she wore a pink tank top today! yay! PINKK! she has these really cool shoes which allow her to point her toes in. cool right!
http://www.studiowu.com ((:

gah! anyway. i HAVE to lose weight. it's so ARGH. now my face is sooo chubby lah. much much chubbier than a few days ago. hope no one notices or anything \:

oh yay! my headache is gone! it's like 8.22pm now. haha taking so long to type out a post. it's the weekend! there's Full House tmr!! whoohoO! the second last day )): oh man so sad. is the john little sale still on? i wanna get clothes. hrmm.. now no need to study. gah! do u get urges to study? it's like so sian sitting in front of the com all day might as well study. haha but no more exams!! no need to study. but there's nothing else to do. if still had to study then it's like worry abt studying. now got nothing to worry abt or sumthing \:

oh yay! i dun have to go for the sports CCA camp! whoopeee! im just gonna stay at home and grow fat! *hops around* miso is gonna have a bbq next next monday. for like halloween. so dunno wat to go as. i was thinking of going in my swan tutu! haha just kidding. but it's ruined now!! nooooooooooo! blah. or i could wear my purple swishy one and go as aa...princess? haha those kinda locked-up-in-a-tower princesses.

anyway. i dunno wat to do now..oh great. i just squashed a bug. we get alot of those around here... blahblahblah. tmr having balletttt. i dun wanna go. urgh. horrible place.

2005-10-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

When I grow up, I wanna be Song Hye-Gyo! ((:

Song Hye-Gyo ((:
www.angelfire.com/ space/newnonstop/hyegyo.jpg

2005-10-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

wahahah! i just found out last night that i have been using my NEIGHBOUR'S internet connection thingy! whahaha. cuz ours doesn't work so i connect to the wireless one. hiyah. but how can one lor. anyway. now change already. do u think they will sue me or sumthing? anyway! whoo! today had street jazz! i chose it for my post-exam activity ((: it's REALLY REALLY fun! everyone should try it. ((: but huixin doesn't seem to like it though. she just stands in a corner, NO LAH! haha i dunno what she does cuz im standing in front of her. but she sure seems unhappy )): right huixin? im not flaming you. don't get angry. am i? gah!

anyway. it's REALLY REALLY REALLY FUNN!! and it's kinda balletic also. [ huixin, u said u were gonna get me the FUll House VCDS! whoohooo!] yar so. i guess im quite good at it. ((: haha that's wat eve and gloria and miso said. ((: i guess my head is gonna grow super big and then tmr i can't balance while dancing and fall and everyone will laugh at me. including HUIXIN!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh)): ah wells. i needa lose weight! grrrrr.. even my gym coach Mdm Lu Wei said so. her Lu is my Lu!! yay! ((: i found out when i was P3 or P4. gah anyway. water helps to lose weight so must drink lots and lots. :\ gosh. im snacking on a snickers chocolate bar right now!! ;\ it has a whole lota calories!

oh no! i think im going to get into trouble for using my neighbour's internet thingy. )): but ours seriously doesn't work. so i dun think i can post thise either, )): i LOVE full house! i want the OST!! i have some songs. so ask me if u want the three bears song! it's super cute! and i have two of my favourite songs ((: GAH! im having a pimple BREAKOUT!! GAHHH. oh noooo. should i go put garlic on it like wat stella said. it might just burn up my face. ugh, how am i supposed to go street jazzing when my face is full of pimples. ))): do u think i got it because i ate too much chocolate??? gah. anyway, i've run out of stuff to blog about. :\

2005-10-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

yay! im BACK! didn't post for a few days.
hrm..i wonder who DOES read my blog.. it's kinda sad if no one reads it. haha.. i think my blog is kinda funny ((: i mean, i can't believe i wrote those stuff abt when we went to orchard. it was kinda funny lah.

yup. so if u DO read this, TAG MY BOARD!! ((:

yupx. today got back results! heh. english, maths and chinese. all never do well. SAD. )): i only got like a LOW A2 for english and maths. and chinese!! ahh! only got B3! heh. not funny. i THINK i could've done better..i mean like, ARGH. did so badly. wonder how my overall is gonna be like, i think im gonna FAIL science. that's super super super hard. getting Lit and IH and science back tmr.. :
i NEED the Full House VCD.
no. i NEED the Full House Song CD more! i think i can get my auntie to buy it for me ((: but i don't think it's sold in stores in singapore. cuz i didn't see it. neither did i see the It's Raining one. but i DID see the full house VCD and after discount it's $31.90 which is kinda okay compared to when i saw it in the shop two weeks ago selling for $49.90. that's like $18 difference! COOOL. but my mum won't get it for me. )): but i GOTTA HAVE the song one! there's all the songs from the drama in the CD that one.. grrrrrrrr. I WANT IIITTTTTTT!

OOOHHHH!! COLOURRSSS!!

cool. haha! i lurve purple! and PINKK! cuz everyone says it's my favourite colour. so i GUESS it is.. yup. i have loads of pink stuff. ((:

iwannagoiceskatingg!! iwannagoiceskatingg!! iwannagoiceskatingg!!
lishingg! quick! fly back and bring my ice skating!! ((:
Song HyeGyo from Full house was a former firgure skater. cool. ((:

2005-10-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

yay! today's the last day of exams. so after school me and miso wong went to orchard lah. oh man. so fun. and SOO much walking. first we went to tang's and got Mrs. Field's cookies! then we went to Taka and looked at the hello kitty thingies, actually not really lah. but in the whole toys section or sumthing.. haha! oh man. then we went to the food place and got yakitori chicken for lunch! ahh! can't believe we ONLY ate that for lunch. yar..haha then we walked all the way to Cineleisure to look for claudia..but she was already in the cinema haha so we were like walking and walking around and i saw my god sister there, haha so yea..with her friends..then we went to get something stinky sushi. and went down to that korean shop there. we were thinking of getting that face thingy but then decided not to! haha...so we went to The Heeren and walked around and around and around, like, literally. haha cuz it goes in circles right..the place which is away from the main shops, after the 77th street shop, yar so i think we passed the shops at least three times before buying something! but it was like we just kept walking and looking lah! over and over again. cuz we probably couldn't decide on wat to buy. like at this accessories shop, we DID go into it 3 times! then on the third time we went in we found out it's buy 1 get 1 free. which was kinda worth it lah, so miso bought one for herself and the free one for her sis' Christmas prezzie! haha gosh. it was quite fun lah! but i don't think i want to go back there too soon..haha anyways, then we went into this other accessory shop twice, and on the second time i found this REALLY cool cap, denim with glittered butterflies and i was like should i buy it? and like, when will i where it or sumthing! so i kept asking michelle and she kept saying it looked nice on me but it cost $16.90! hahha then the shop girl came and said it was 20% off! haha. so i asked her how to wear the cap, cuz it felt so weird..haha and asked her if it was weird to wear a cap on the streets in singapore. and she said it wasn't. so in the end i bought it lah.. kind of regreting it at first..but it's okay now i guess..and the shopgirl also standing there answering my dumb questions. haha...then we met up with cassandra cuz last night her mum said she couldn't go out but then when we already were at Heeren then she called to tell us that her mum allowed her to go, and cuz we were at Hereen, which apparently is her FAVOURITE place, she wanted to come. so when she did finally reach, we waited BEHIND the pillar for her. and she said it was a dumb place to wait. it's not our fault she didn't see us!!

we were already thinking of going to far east plaza to get badges or sumthing, so we went there when cassandra came. and haha must walk sooo much. cuz its right on the other end of the L shaped street..like the shape all the shopping centres are in. then over there we didn't spend as much time lah, but still quite a bit. cuz we were looking around at all the clothes and i think we passed everyshop 2 or 3 times as well! which was kinda dumb. but the dumbest thing we did was when we went around looking for the toilet and stopped right in the middle oh this giant circle sticker which had a bright like shining on it, but that's not it. the dumbest thing was when we were ON that sticker and we went in another direction, only to return back to the same spot and find that the toilet was actually RIGHT BEHIND US. grrr.. but turns out we had to pay to get it.

aiyar. anyway, we went back to Taka again cuz cassandra wanted to go to Kino. to buy books. so we went and sat there for about 15 minutes reading books even though i kept asking cassandra if we could go back down to the food place to buy a green tea gelato everytime someone wanted to cross our circle. blah. and after the third time she finally did. so she bought the book and we went to look at magazines while waiting for her at the cashier and obviously she did wat she always does. call us cuz she thinks that we left without her. i mean, are we those kinda friends :
so we went down. i got a green tea gelato, miso got a bacon and cheese hotdog and cassandra got a orange juice. then we went outside to the open area part and she got a stick of oily fishballs. the we walk walk walk,, dunno where we were walking to. we were thinking of going to paragon which was directly opposite where we were at so we had to make one big round to cross the street. then after thatwe decided to go into Isetan instead. then we were walking walking walking and forgot that we were supposed to go into Isetan. so we went in, and my hair was all frizzy cuz i took out my plait and i borrowed miso's new white hairband. i was hoping they gimme some free hair sample thingy but no one did hhaha..then we decided to go all the was back to Cinelesisure to get the face thing. so cassandra had to go to plaza sing. by train and when we were outside this weird lady came up to us and started asking us weird questions. it was to donate to some kinda of weird thing lah, and michelle was a bit mad. out of her mind. she gave TEN WHOLE DOLLARS! which just substanstiates the fact that she is SUPER blur. [no offence] and cassandra gave two dollars. i didn't give anything. haha i was broke from the cap i bought.

yar so me and miso we thinking of taking a bus back and it was already 6.07 pm. we had to be back by 7pm! so we quickly walked in the direction we were going which turned out to be going right to the wrong end of the L, which was really bad cuz we were late and cineleisure was right at the other end of the L. miso's mum was coming to pick us up at 6.35pm so we didn't have to take a bus. it was already 6.17pm and we were more than half way to Cine. we were like so rush, we ran almost the whole way there. the most crazy part was when we ran across the street and everyone coming in the opposite direction was like moving away. oh man SUPER embarrassing.
super super. gah. and when we finally reached the ground floor of the cineleisure complex u got the tube of facial thingy and went to the counter. and cuz we were splitting the cost,it was like $4.85 each and miso gave a ten dollar note with a five cent coin and i gave a five dollar note with 85 cents. so the counter person was like "huh? wat one dollar six dollars?" when i told her the change due or sumthing. and the other person at the counter was like "why don't i take this and give u back $1?" so she did and i was like "but we gave u $11 dollars" cuz i thought they took $1 worth of coins. but they didn't lah so i was like oh..then we walked out and when i turned my head around they were both staring at us! so i was like "SOORRYYY!" then we quickly walked out. and cuz we ran into the shop we were like panting and stuff. hiyoh. ppl must think we're two siao char bors or sumthing. running into the shop liddat. and running across streets and pavements. hiyoh. super embarrassing lor.

we got to the public carpark opposite cine. where we were supposed to wait for miso's mum at 6.34pm. one minute early.and cuz her mum hadn't came yet, we were like saying " why were we so crazy" & "two crazy girls running down the street" and like " why did we even go buy that face thing in the first place lah" and cuz i let down my hair it was super hot. i think my face was super red then lah. hiyoh. the horror! the horror!

apparently, her mum was stuck in a jam so i think we ended up waiting for abt 10 minutes. yar..then rush all the way back cuz it was 6.55pm and my dad said he was coming at 7pm. but in the end he came at 7.30 pm. ah well. my feet are aching.

can u believe exams are over! im FREEEEEEEE!! wahahhaa. gosh. so stressed up during the exam period. study SOO much also never test on it. dumb right. gah! oh man it's super late. 1.35 am in the morning. i took more than one hour to write this. blaaah. having ballet later in the morning. gah. hate it hate it. the ppl there are hateful. the there's even more pressure in the class now. cuz im the "regular" comer. so im expected to know everything. blaaaaaah. see? pressure. and cuz i got scoliosis i don't always stand upright so the teacher everytime say me and it's super malu. hiyah, gotta sleep lah. so late. oh yes! miso and i are thinking of taking up taekwondo at raffles' town club! wahhaahaha. self-defence course or sumthing. for after exam activites. her mother so good lah. let her take all these activities. like not she wants but her mother ask her to go which is kinda good also lah. make use of time. instead of spending it watching hongkong dramas! whahaha. but now I never watch as much as last time. but i definitely CANNOT miss full house. i'll die. I WANT THE VCD. i think on tv they said if buy the vcd can get the Rain CD free,, haha dunno leh...that time go pohkim never see..(((:

2005-10-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

bah! having back and neck aches. almost finished geog notes i guess. then tml gonna try to complete history and gona start on science. super much to cover. i think i still have a bit of time left, though. aaaaaaahh! stresss?????? blah. anyway. michelle tham mei lian is SOO cute. just keep ur hands AWAY from my face next time! she looks like an apple anyway. so chubby her cheeks! hahah. she came and sat next to me today lah! so nice of her ((:

and i dun feel like talking on msn right now, so MICHELLE WONG stop it. im feeling sick. gah. i dun wanna go to school. hope i get a fever so i can stay at home an write on little note cards or sumthing. it's saturday soon! and u noe wat that means! FULL HOUSE!! whoopee!! but ends quite late lah. then gotta go to church the next morning. i watch it twice. on saturday night and on sunday afternoon. cuz i wait one whole week for it so of course must watch the repeat one. haha we watch it in korean. so fun.
this feels weird. talking to nobody. just typing on the blog. i dun even noe if anyone will read this. i hope michelle tham does. she's SO cutee! haha.

oh shucks. just now i went down and on channel new asia was sumthing abt the korean dramas stuff. but i only saw the part where they showed another korean actor in the "Lovers in Paris" drama so i dunno whether they showed RAINN!!! waaaaaaaaahh. wat if they did? maybe i can go check their website or sumthing...blah. i can't find it.

how to link songs onto the blog? will i get sued if i ever find out how to and did it? cuz i wanan link the RAINN songg! they mentioned the full house drama in today's xing qi wu zhou bao. like two sentences. cuz they were talking abt that da chang jin drama. haha..i feel quite tired.. hiyoh..im going to beedd..

oh shucks! have PE tml! and sec 3s are using the hall. so i think it'll be in the basketball court again. i better take that oral sunblock pill thingy. if not get chao ta! lol. yar. i finally got a bit whiter lah.

imsortatraumatisedbywathappenedtheothertimeonmytaggboardsountilnowimstillscaredsomeonemightdohat.

im tired.

2005-10-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

oh man. so xian. im writing my geog notes on little cards lah. which i have actually done before but i never go keep them. sooo now im writing them all over again and it's super super xian. im taking this small little breakk. and i starting to feel guiltyyyyy. aahh! cuz it's exam time and i just had to come online to blog. oh man. good thing i STARTED. very late, yes. well. im gonna try my best anyway. had chinese exam todayy! ugh. dun wanna talk abt it lah. sure fail lah. oh man. EXAM!! then i go do until liddat.

poof. now im tying my hair in plaits again like i used to last time. and on sunday!! ahh! it was super super messy cuz i started from the top but anyway haha now i dun start all the way from the top. so it's okay. it just gets messy after half a day of school. yup.

oh man oh man. im gonna try to complete those little card thingies today. even though i dunno whether they'll help. i think they will lah. to revise. i haaaaaate revising. im gonna do my best anyway.

I WANNA BUY THE FULL HOUSE VCDSSS!! man. they cost $50 at that poh kim there in ginza and when i told my mum it was $50!!! that guy at the counter was probably staring at me weirdly. and my haiirr! oh man my hair. was super messy. oh well. better go back to writing on little cards. got SIX more chapters i think. to finish by today. WAT AM I STILL DOING HERE?!?! gah.

2005-09-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

oh man! RAIN is shoo shuai! haha i bought his CD. but it's all in Korean. i dunno how im gonna understand it. but the music video ones are quite nice. the songs i mean.

haha i went to Ginza that shop downstairs. got LOTS of CDs there lah! all quite cheap. not pirated ones lah. i think cuz they don't have to pay a whole lot of rental fee. cuz it's not a shop shop. just a set-up shop. yea. haha lots and lots of different CDs there! i think today is the last day. so if want to buy all the popular singer's albums must gooo!! really aloot lah. i have F.I.R, Ocean Ou De Yang, and RAIN and the laoshu ai da mi~ mouse loves rice. watever, andd a Cai chun jia, Joi one! (: my sister worst lah. so many english CDs. and i THINK chinese CDs are better than english ones cuz english ones got lotsa bad words and stuff and the music also not that nice. in my opinion lah.

having english exams tml! but not really anything to be worried about lah. yup. then after that gonna stay back to study science with EMILY the strange a.k.a Chong Hui Xin a.k.a Hui². yay! i really should start studying. im really gonna get super low lah. so much to study for. but the recent test marks are quite okay lah. not really up to standard/target but never fail lah! haha. cuz for the science physics test quite a number of ppl in sec one level failed..yar..

wat to bring tml huh? dunno if got assembly annot. wahahah! IH i got A1, A1,A1,A1,A1,A1,A2. for my common tests and pop quizes. waaaaaahh. got one A2 lah! oh yea! the good thing about tml is that there's NO PE.! yay! no need to go under the HOT sun! and get tanned! whoot! im already black enough.

hrmm..i borrowed the turn left, turn right picture book from the school library! i didn't know there was such a book lah! by Jimmy Liao i think. there's his website here: http://www.jimmyspa.com/
my bro got me the turn left, turn right CD for my bdae last year, but i lost it!! ))): so sad lah. left it in the malaysia hotel there. cuz i thought my dad helped me to pack into the casing already, but only the second disc!! ohnoo.. i wanna get it again. dun think at Ginza got. quite long ago that movie already.

oh noo! i ate mcdonald's TWICE this week! all the TRANS-FATS! gah! at Sakuraya they sell japanese sweets! heh! so i bought the sugar one. kinda ex lah. but japanese sweets all liddat one. at Ginza Plaza. heh.

Rain is sosoooooooosososos cute haha. but it's just an infatuation anyway. so im not crazy or anything. yup. Hazi said she hates macho guys. bah! haha anyway. i haven't eaten dinner! i remember that there's sumthing on at 7 pm. but i forgot wat. must be a nice show that i missed yesterday. dunno if today still have, like if it's a drama serial or sumthing. my sweets are running out!! they're so nice. haha. i love Gelatos too! u can get them at Isetan that basement there or at Pasir Panjang above the cold storage near Har Par Villa. i lived around there last time. i miss that place. i left when i was abt p1 i think. so sad ): there was one jiejie below my apartment that i didn't really know lah. last time very small. but i always went to her room and go look at her paper cranes. so nice. she kept making them. i forget who she is already..)):
but everytime i think of her i think of Siding. haha. i think she was abt her age now. i think she's married already. (:

my sis is bugging me for the sugar sweets. i bet she's gonna threaten me soon. im gonna check that 7 pm show out. and eat dinner, and do maths. (:

2005-09-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

qi yue qi ri qing
by: xu hui xin, evonne

shuo le zai jian shi fou jiu neng bu zai xiang nian
shuo le bao qian shi fou jiu neng li jie le yi qie
yan lei dai ti ni qin wen wo de lian
wo de shi jie hu ran bing tian bai xue

wu zhi zhi jian hai can liu ni de zuo tian
yi pian yi pian zen me pin tie wan quan

qi yue qi ri qing
hu ran xia qi le da xue
bu gan zheng kai yan
xi wang shi wo de huan jue
wo zhan zai di qiu bian
yan zheng zheng kan zhe xue
fu gai ni lai de na tiao jie

qi yue qi ri qing
hei ye hu ran bian bai tian
wo shi qu zhi jue
kan jian xiang ai de ji xian
wo wang zhe di ping xian
tian kong wu ji wu bian
ting bu jian ni dao bie

eeeee! this song's so nicee.
im listening to it now and not reading through my history wb. that has all the short questions and source-based questions in there.
if i somehow put the song on my blog isit will like dunno wat bandwidth thingy on my server or sumthing liddat. until the com blows up or sumthing?
STUDY! bah! ><

2005-09-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

gah! must study. ih test!! but it's SO unfair. my IH teacher only told us abt the volcanoes as a natural disaster which is considered an internal threat and therefore is tested in the History test TODAY! and she said she and the other teacher have decided to be kinder and tell us abt the volcanoes. but the other class knew abt it last week! gah! i bet she forgot to tell us or sumthing. anyway. i also never study. bwahahha. but it's just unfair.

oh yeah! we did the play just noww. whoopeeeeeee. didn't go VERY well lah. not as good as the practises is guess..cuz like practises are more fun and stuff...so we're more ourselves. i forgot to bring the digi-cam! oh shucks. i just remembered. i could've used my dad's old one! i forgot he bought a new one lah! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i mean this is the last time doing the playyyy. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. im Mrs. Smith by the way. and for some unknown reason, stella goh keeps calling me mother. ah well. im not as old as i look in my mdm. yow outfit. anyway.

im BLAAAAAACKk!! how could the sun on Sunday and maybe plus the friday one make me SOOO black lah!! so i started using my new bottle of silkpro shower foam thingy. cuz the mulberry essence is said to be a natural whitening agent. but i don't see my skin illuminating now. and i don't think my new tube of facial cleanser is working as well. my face is just as black. the previous one was better. i used it for 1 whole year. now it's dead. so sad.

okay why am i talking abt all this rubbish? haha. exams are cominggg and im tryingggg reeeal hard to study. and not paly too much com. unlike now. i was listening to two songs! ahha aand singing singing singing. bwhahahaa.

i got the ballet concert VCD! anyone wanna watch?? i haven't watched it yet. too busy "studying". blah. okay better go back to my volcanoes and the pacific ring of fire yups. volcanoes are easier to memorise then internal/external threats. maybe i should take geog next time. but hist. ish interesting too!

2005-09-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

heh. never update for ten days! bah! haha anyway..even with all the exams coming and everything, im just not studying. it's like i WANT to study but i don't FEEL like studying. bah! so right now im trying to at least study for the upcoming IH test. but just thinking of all the science chapters and maths and IH chapters makes me don't wanna study.

i went to Claudia's house yesterday so i can at least study something. like i'll get motivated to something if i studied with a fren. but i think we played more than we studied. haha cuz she has a dog. and it's kinda freaky. anyway,, her sis was there too and we just kept laughing and stuff. and i tried on her long white skirt for some dance thingy haha annd we dance the chacha. so weird lah! bah! must try to study! must try to study! must try to study! must try to study!

and also cuz like, we must live for God and so must study for Him. and not the grades or anything but im still not motivated to study and stuff..well yup

im gonna try to reeeally study. cuz i also dun wanna fail my subjects. there's less there two weeks to the exams already.

whee! tml have sports after church again. heh. dunno whether i should be happy or sad. cuz yesterday had PE. and we had to stay under the SUPER hot sun for badminton. bah! but thank God he sent to clouds to cover the sun for the most part of the PE lesson (: but i still got a bit dark. noooooooooo.. so i dun wanna get dark some more tml.

oh no! on thursday, had higher mother tongue lesson lah! then cuz we were practising the plays at the music room, we were let out late by Ms Ying. and so the lao shi is considering on giving us a demerit point. the 1e4 HMT girls. for truancy! but it's not like we DID play truant lah!!! we were only late. if he DOES give us a demerit point for truancy, it'll be SO unfair.
and it would be disastrous. it could affect my whole sec skool life and i may not be able to get a job next timee!! gah! cuz it'll be on my record FOREVER. and good thing i didn't get booked by that nice prefect for my uncut nails. if i did, it would be worst. must remember to cut nails! must remember to cut nails!

okaay. i think we're gonna eat crab later. yay! ah well. better go open my tbk now.

oh yes. fishie fishie thing is so nice!!! it's selling at the printing shop in our skool for 15 cents per packet! Aahhaa! it's like drugs lah. but it gave me a sore throat. bah. but it's still nice. yay!

2005-09-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

bahH! almost 9! gonne watch the 9 pm drama. yay!
haha then today can stay up to watch the aeroplane show! aka. Triumph in the Skies. heheh..it's actually "Cong Shan Yun Xiao." but ahha can't copy and paste the chinese name. anyway. it's about this aoreplane ppl. yar. really cool! ahh! i love the show man.
Mr. Low, our Bio. teacher, actually got accepted to be a pilot lah! i mean he passed the test. ahh! but he didn't go be one. BLAHHH! if not can be like the yichen from the aeroplane show! they look alike somemore haha. just kidding. anyway this is the website!
http://tvcity.tvb.com/drama/triumphintheskies/story/index.html
and i found the webby with ALL the TVBS dramas sstuff: http://tvcity.tvb.com/
okayokayokay! 9 pm already! im missing my showww!! grrr!! CYA! oh yar i found this really foound pirate gamee...

2005-09-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

no wonder girls like shopping so much! it's so FUN! (((: even IKEA ish so fun. i went there after me and my mum went around the florists looking for the cheapest lilies ((: haha at the caldecott(sp?) hill there. and my mum drove past it twice to see if there was any famous person haha. and there was this " Tall handsome guy over there" but he got into a taxi already. so dunno if he was a celeb or not.
anyway. IKEA was funfunfun. i bought CANDLES! and the dangly thingy to hand on the door frame and then can walk through it like got wind liddat. hahaha if u could understand wat i said. hah! and bought strawberry shoelaces too! bwahahha and the counter person was sumeone from st.margs as well. cuz i was wearing my skool uni and that aunty said: " nian yi ah?" then i nodded my head and she said that person next to her was my " shi jie" which means senior lah. and when i looked at the girl next to her, her fringe covered her whole face :\ bwahaha anyway.
came back at about 6 30 pm..i had swedish meatballs at IKEA! hahaha but couldn't finish. left one only.
yup. ooOO! 8 o'clock show! on channel 55 ((:
im kinda crazy about the hongkong dramas these days. actually i was crazy about them alrady last time. but not so crazy and excited like now. they are showing the korean drama Full House! ahhh! Rain is acting in there. im crazy about him too. not. okay ahha but im looking forward to the next episode which is on saturday!!!! bah! once a week ONLY. but now have new hongkong dramas starting. i mean started already. so im so crazy about it. and there's a repeat of the aeroplane show! i LOVE that show kae! but it's at 10 pm. so the past few days i have been catching one episode of it. cuz they show two epi.s at once at 10 pm slots. so yea. but the first epi ends at 10.45pm haha so yar. stay up to watch tv! hehehehee. which is BAD. yup. and i also like loads of others! wheee,,
had my chinese oral today. which wasn't SO bad lah. except for the dumb passage. i read it before some where lah! either in class or at tuition. BAH! but anyway kept stumbling over the words! grrrrrrr. blah! but the convo part was quite okay. apart from me keep saying YA! ya! ya! cuz the qs. was on frens like in sec skool. and cuz i already knew how to answer that question. so it was easy. yup and cuz i told it quite a few times to my closer frens so it was like speaking very naturaly, sort of? except in chinese (: hahaha. yup im gonna watch tv nowwww! (:
shucks. hope my dad doesn't ask me to go study. booo. im outa here.

2005-09-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

finally went for the heritage walk today. sheesh. the sun was kinda bad at first but then after that wasn't so bad already haha wwent to sushi don for lunch at funnan the IT mall and there was this weird sissy guy. :\ who wore make up and his hair was super weird lah! i think he was some superior waiter guy. haha yup here are the photos:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2120921169

today don't have ballet. until next week, monday. bleahh then have to start on the grade 6 syllabus already. i think can't complete it in time for the exams next year. it IS possible to do it in one year but 'coz of the concert and everything so i think have to do extra year. bah! waste more money lah! evilllll...if complete in one year then don't have to spend somemore money for the second yeaar. and waste another year too. im growing old. did i mention my beautiful swan tutu is RUINED!?!?! i think it was my little bro who cut it but the threads don't look like it was cuted. anyway. how else would it have gotten damaged. so now the front flops over cuz it isn't supported. so sad ): can't use it anymore.

bah! it's the last day of hols and i still haven't really completed my hw! still got bits and pieces not done yet. other then my heritage walk thingy of course. well... need sumthing to drink bah! seeya.

2005-09-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

blah! so xian. stay at home. im too lazy to do all my hw. got lit and maths. and history! bahh! must study also..exams coming upp...

wheeee! ballet concert was SUPERRRRR fun!! it was really really really really funnn...but then during the shows had to rush and rush and rush. cuz must change in and change out and change into my swan costume! for first finale and second finale. and only have like less than 5 mins to change. yup. so on sunday we got smarter. thanks to Christina and Marianne for letting us change in their dressing room which was just next to the stage! heh ((: yep. really really fun. i wish i had the digi-camera with me but my bro took it to japan.. so saad. so now have to ask others to send me the photos! :
the Cats and Bunnies were SOO cutee! and there was this cat who looked like anna belle lah! and she kept walking/ crawling round and round me. ((: ahh! i think her name was gwen.. didn't get to take a pic with her! when will the next concert be?! im so looking forward to it. if there IS one.

Splash! sponsered the shiny make-up stuff and were selling it downstairs at the lobby. should've bought more! so cheap! $5 for dancers!! all the shiny lipgloss ((: *hop hop hop* heh. yups. thanks to miao ying for sending me all those pics!

yep. so now is the holidays and i was planning on going through my tbks and stuff but im super super lazyy so bah. i feel bad. i mean like i want to study but i don't feel like studying. -.-
wat to doo... im so gonna do bad for my end-of-year exams lah. i've also run out of things to do on the com that's why it feels like posting on the blog is sooo like, at least im doing something.

i really really really want to have another of the concert thingy. it's like on saturday it was just a warm up performance and then the next day was better i guess. cuz my mum said sunday's show was much more enjoyable, with everyone smiling and everything. except miss Veron i think..always never smile :\ bahh! im gonna TRY to start on my Lit. essay. booo. and TRY to do dumb source-based questions. booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. and look through my science tbk.

2005-09-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

great. they left for FG without me. ): but just as well, was feeling kinda sick after swans rehearsal..and to make it worst, when i went out of the building, ppl were smoking. ALOT. sheesh. hey!mummy's back! maybe she can send me. tml's the concert already. so brought back the swan tutu! hahah! BIG tutu. hrmmm...anyway. those idiots who were smoking. hate them. i couldn't breathe lah! and when they were gone i tot it was over already, but some staff from pizza hut came out to smoke -.- so anyway. went back into the building. and waited. and waited. until 7.45pm when my dad came. and he kept asking me abt my tutu. ugh. like. OOooOOoOoO wat's this??? isit to wear on ur HEAD? and i was like feeling SO sick.. sheesh. ugh. have ANOTHER blue-black on my knee...the one i got the other time from swans rehearsal [cuz at the end we have to end in a pose on our knees] wasn't really visible anymore and i just had to go bang down on my knee so hard. but i was really really tired. everyone else was. except maybe for christina. cuz she came at 7pm only...yep..i helped her bring back her tutu cuz she was going to skool after ballet... hrmm...must remember to write my name on my shoes later...and to pack all my ballet stuff.
was supposed to pass a ticket to miso for the sunday night concert but my mum didn't even give me the tickets so how am i supposed to pass them to the ppl who i WAS gonna invite. so maybe tml have to ask my dad or sumthing to go earlier to her house at farrer court there and then go to UCC at 10.30am. suppposed to reach there at 10 am though.. hiaz...wat to doo.... oops. guess my mum isn't going for Family group. cuz she has to finish up the 50 bouquets of flowers for tml's concert. yep. the flowers smell super nice. that kinda flower smell. heh.((:
bad thing is, i still have to find ppl to take the 2 tickets. if not so wasted. sheesh. no one is able to make it. like, all those i asked, didn't even bother to ask their parents or sumthing. -.o which is so UGH!! except michelle of course. gave me answer about a week ago. well.. uhm. i've forgotten wat i wanted to sayy. oh yes. won't be able to join church activities on sunday. heh. concert and everything. but i remembered i can give miso the ticket on sunday too. sheeeeesh. WHO WANTS TICKETS!!! yep. gotta find ppl. TWO [2]TICKETS. anyone wants them?????
im hungry. those stupid cheese fries gave me diahohohrheaaa. however it is spelled. and it's the cheesefries cuz both my and my younger bro ate them. yup then ate a goreng pisang and nothing else. so im soo hungry now. especially after swans rehearsal.. duh. hahahah. wellll...it's tml already. and i keep making mistakes lah! first time doing it's not so bad...but after keep doing then get tired, that's when i can't do it. so i bet im gonna make loads of mistakes tml. or sumthing. gotta ask God to help me ((:
bah! wanna go FG. shucks. shouldn't have taken so long to find my shorts.
well...better go eat now. before i faint. :\

2005-09-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

ugh. i hate everbody.
wasted half my holiday morning. can u believe it!?!
sheesh. we were supposed to go for the heritage walk thingy for IH and then we were supposed to meet at 8.45am at the MRT. then my parents go scold me for those stupid dumb tickets for the ballet concert. i didn't even ask them to go buy those dumb tickets. they can give it to all those stinking neighbours for all i care. go scold me just because she bought $35 dollar tickets and spent over hundred dollars on them. so in the end i got there at 9.20am and i didn't see huixin nor denise nor abigial nor claudia. so i just sat there and waited. and waited. and waited. and everyone who just came out from the MRTs was looking at me. probably cuz i looked like i was crying. i cried. sheesh. ugh.ugh.ugh. so i waited and waited, thinking of whether to borrow someone's handphone cuz my parents gave my sister the handphone that was supposed to be for me to use, then at at 10.10am i was thinking whether to go home. can't wait there for nothing. so when i felt better [cuz of my EYES] at 10.25 i went down to the bus stpo to wait for the bus.
evil. can't even wait 15 minutes for me. just left without telling me.
so now my parents are super angry with me cuz no one else except michelle said that they wanted to go. and i dunno abt cassandra cuz she didn't even tell me whether she was going or not so now im in super big trouble. evil. i hate them all. maybe i'll just break my other ankle so i won't have to dance. ever.
so now it's already 11.12am and im not doing the stupid project so during the hols i would have to go out again. UGH. why can't i just fly away to japan for two weeks like my bro whos going on the exchange trip today. yay. he's gone in abt a few more hours. :now wat am i supposed to do? huh. leave me behind to wait an hour. ugh. 15 minutes only. and they didn't even tell me. they called my house and nobody even talked into the phone. stupid right. then call for wat. huh. don't even want to talk. can hear them talking to each other but not in the phone. hate them.
im gonna get something to eat while my parents are still at work. shucks. whose gonna send me to swans rehearsal tml. anyone know how to get there by bus?
oh great. whose gonna send me to the concert. ugh. anyone noe wat bus to take to UCC?
ugh. im outta here.

2005-08-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

heya! it's my bdae today! heex! (((:
okay. wanna give a BIG thankyou tot the following ppl!

a BIG GIGANTIC HUG to Miso+Eve, Miao Ying, Huixin, Wan Sing, Cassandra, Denise, Claudia, Yiwen, Abigial and Cheryl SEAH for coming to my bdae party and for all ur prezzies! *muacks!*
And also to Yi Ling, Carol, Aunty Beng Hwee, Aunty Kwai Fong and Nathan for ur cards and prezzies and jelly! ((: heh. oh yar!
and also to Glen, Tabitha, Yipingyy, Gen, Mrs. Seet!... for saying happy birthday to me just now! haha... hrm.and xin kai and all the girls in All Keyed Up for singing Happy Birthday to me at KFC just now during the break at ballet so loudly until everyone at the ballet school on the other side of the building could hear! :\ haha!

yep. tml have ballet again and i have to go in from 6.45. ugh! until 9.30 :sheesh. oh well..it's the last practice already then it's at the theatre already! so fast! heh. just now my mum asked me to ask my frens if they wanted to come and watch my concert so i did! and u noe wat? she gave them away to my neighbours before i even got my frens reply. and she gave this girl, abigail, one of my neighbours' frens, a ticket!! ugh! so now i dunno which aunty is coming to watch. but i don't even want THEM to come and watch. get free ticket somemore... i want my frens to come and watch! not THEM! sheesh. and cuz nothing's confirmed abt my frens so can't do anything. and it's like not nice to take tickets back but i DON'T WANT THEM TO WATCH!! especially that abigail person. why does she get a free ticket anyway. it's not like we're very close to her. anyway. if my frens are coming im gonna take those tickets back. so they better come. i really don't want them to watch lah. why did my mum give away the tickets so fast anyway. and to THEM somemore. sheesh. sheesh. UGH.

bah! gotta do homework. seeya.

2005-08-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

owww! my eyes hurt...from staring at the com too much. anyway. i got accepted for the baptism! whee.. heh. and my bdae's coming up! this Sunday! im having a party this saturday. and just now at school i was like SO sad cuz i found out only 2 or 3 frens were able to make it! :
yar. so i panicked! and quickly asked claudia and huixin to find frens to invite. and i didn't really thought of inviting ppl from my class cuz im not really close to them or anything, so yar. but then since huixin kept saying wat abt her? wat abt her? then i tot hrm.. i COULD invite them.. and i did!so now 7 ppl are coming to my bdae party and i asked another 3 classmates. i hope this isn't the worst bdae party ever! my THIRTEENth bdae! dunno if that really should be very like..u noe.. TEENager important bdae thingy.. but seems like this year no one had a bdae party..in my class lah..and its like 13th bdae! heh. so i guess cuz everyone would rather go out and take NEOPRINTS! -.-'

it's okay if they just take a few i guess. but CRAZY when they spend over a hundred dollars on them.

yay! tml The Swans reheasal again. i LOVE pointe shoes now..cuz it feels MUCH more comfortable than when i first tried it. ((: so it's super fun now! and last sunday the rehearsals i managed to get the timing correct! hee hee ehee... can't wait for tml! and tml tml when after rehearsal have the party [so fast!] and on Sunday no baptism classes so can EAT lunch then go for ballet until 7! ugh! i dun like the long hours..but can't be helped. im in four dances! haha and the total cost of my costumes is about $297 i think. heh. oh yea. it's my bdae on Sunday so hope we have DG lunch. it's quite umm..weird? or sumthing..cuz every year only celebrate hsiu chin's bdae cuz it's in Jan, then the rest of the DG never get to celebrate together or anything. happened last year and carol said this year must celebrate everyone's but never. so sad ): i want a birthday tart!!! how come i never get one!?

we have a DG blog! it's http://92galz.blogspot.com
heex. i just changed the layout this afternoon. quite nice leh! haha.. but i have no idea how to host the pictures...so yea..and also, if u change ur font to wingdings and press u or V u get a cross! heh..just wanted to type that. heh.

i don't think there's anymore tests already..for now..exceptt the higher mother tongue oral test! bleah! supposed to take today but those who didn't want to can go to the class next door so almost the whole class went to the next class and did maths :P but cuz today was Miss Ying Day, so we had nine periods with her on thursdays, and since she already taught us everything, we didn't have anything to do just now..so i just fell asleep on my books, and i don't think she saw. but we weren't even doing anything! so yar.. i drew pink flowers on my finger nails! the ones on my left hand are still on! but the ones on my right all fell off ): so sad. haha cuz i think i dun use my left hand as much for writing and stuff.. so yea haha!

anyway..gotta bathe. so late already! its almost 8pm heh.

2005-08-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

oh noo! have the baptism interview tml! ahh! noo! so scary! oh noo! and wat if im not readyand can't get baptised?! noo! i..i..ahh! *sobs*

anyway...my bdae is coming!! next sunday! whee!! I WANT JOLIN'S NEWEST ALBUM!! that j-game onee!! eee!! so nicee!!! hope someone sees this!!heh.
who wants to come for my bdae party??((((:

oooo..tml have ballet rehearsal again! it was quite fun last sunday! heex. but then after that my ankle got worse and i didn't wear the bandage to school the day after so ahh! and yesterday had The Swans rehearsal too..so i got worser! and i'll be so dead if i can't perform in the show. ): after tml's practice and monday and next friday and saturday and sunday and monday and friday and it's the show alreadyy!! whoot! pray that my ankle doesn't get worser than it already is.

oh the album's called: Jolin 蔡依林 2005 野蠻遊戲
ahhh! so nice! the MVs!!*hophophop*
http://www.sonymusic.com.tw/pop/jolin/p7.php
its the 3rd MV! ahh! soo nicee!

i haven't finished wrinting the invitations..heexx dunno who to invite from church! and from school too..hrm i better go back to my room..so i can do the invitations and stuff...

ahh! the interview!! oh noo...)))))):

2005-08-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

hrm. didn't go to ballet. yep.

today cha cha was FUNN! our class probably has a very high chance of winning the class trophy thingie. haha. purple ties and purple ribbons! but angel went to buy this really really expensive cloth which we did not need AT ALL. and cuted them up into stirps and everyone just threw them away. dumb right? and she wants to collect money for them. we kept telling her NOT to use it. but did she listen? nooooooo. so now the class has to pay her. UGH. cuz she already cutted them up. dumb right? should've listened to us.

wheee! after the individual assesment, Miss Amy told claudia and i that we had good posture and personality. well. i don't think she could tell our personality just cuz we were smiling alot! i think both of us were smiling cuz we were nervous! bleahh.. haha super fun lorrr... hope Mr tan sends us the class cha cha photos! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ((((((((((((((((:
wanna do it again!! hee ehee heeehehehhheheheh!! hahaa.

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i just realised why NO ONE was toking to me on msn! those stupid winks i downloaded kept making the com hang. ugh. now i hate those winks. howww. shucks. no one is toking to me at all! good thing cassandra came online and told me it was killing her com or sumthing.

i STILL haven't written my testimoniall!! due this sunday! bwaaaaaaaaaaah! help!! okay.. better get away from the com! play the whole afternoon already..heh. hrm... :

2005-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

ugh. i SUPERLY hate this. can't the class decide on wat to wear for cha cha test tml!?!? this is SO dumb. ugh.ugh.ugh. why can't we just wear our own skirts? like i mean, not all the same colour same length same everything. i know this show class spirit or watever. but I HATE YOU. whoever decided on black top and white skirt. i mean, YOU have been thinking whether to use BLACK top WHITE skirt since this afternoon! and then change here change there and finally! guess wat! the final decision is! BLACK TOP WHITE SKIRT. sheesh. I WANT TO WEAR MY COLOURFUL SKIRT KAEEE. and bernadine. I HATE YOU. u didn't have to say all that crap to me you know. i thought u were this nice person who's sweet and everything. but nooooooo. YOU'RE SO MEAN. well. everyone! BEWARE. underneath bernadine tan's face is a evil meanie. if seen DO NOT approach! that's BERNADINE TAN FROM 1E4. yes! ihate her.

oh well. that feels MUCH better.

i don't think im in the mood for cha cha anymore tml. Genevieve and bernadine and claudia and they all who made the stupid black top white skirt decision spoilt it. I HATE THEM ALL!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. if i fail cha cha, it's THEIR fault. don't let me wear my colourful skirt. and just because i wanna wear my colourful skirt doesn't mean u can go say all those horrible things BERNADINE. i hope u see this. u're such a mean person.

good thing i have miso to tok to on msn. if not i think i might just go crazy. well. dunno if can cha cha tml annot. i think shuld be able to lah. but of course cannot go ballet. cuz its pointe class. so yar...hrm. it's kinda late already.im still looking forward to cha cha though. so im gonna have to wear the same WHITE SKIRT i have been wearing the past few days, for national day celebrations, to the BBQ at aunty chwee hun's house and just now for The Highwayman. i better post this now before the idiotic internet connection goes wonky again. and then the post ish lost.

2005-08-09T14:48:00.000+08:00

heh. binki's bdae today. and she has her frens over and bongi's frens too cuz tml ish his bdae! bwahaha. anywyay. my ankle's a bit better already. hope it heals before chacha test day!! hrmm.. i want some jelly! and tml i wanna go out or sumthing. haven't finished my hw yet. sheeshh. oh great. bongi's frens wanna play Xbox up here! ahhh! noisyyy! kung fu chaos!! ah! okay not so many of them. only the FG boys. hrm. well laterz.

2005-08-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

the second post on the bloggie thingie always goes wonky. so im gonna type them all out together \:

[6.31pm]

oh man! now i know why so many ppl were looking at me after the performance at the carnival @ marina bay [which was so dumb cuz there was no one watching \:]! cuz i still had eyeliner on my eyes so my eyes looked soo dark. well. they still do now.

anyway, got ballet at 6.45pm cuz i took a place of another girl who was going overseas in another dance. so i needa get ready, but i sprained my ankle on the uneven stage! ugh! sheesh. so maybe i won't be dancing.

[10.09pm]

ugh! i just came back from ballet and my ankle's super swollen and painfulllll!! how am i gonna walk to the fireworks place?? should i even go? my ankle REALLY hurts. and the fireworks are gonna be super super nice. maybe i should go. then i can rewear my red top and white skirt to look super patriotic[sp?].

[now, 11.15pm]

ugh! my ankle REALLY REALLY hurts now. i can't move my foot. it really hurts. the bad thing is, apart from the pain, ish that if it's broken i can't dance!! oh noo! and the ballet concert is in abt 3 weeks time. oh no. i can't dance on pointe this week at least. noooo. and cha cha test is this FRIDAY!!! this is BAD. nooo! i wanna cryy )': pain. pain. pain. swollen ankle. paaaaiiiiiinnn!

well. today had national day celebrations in school. and of course that carnival@marina thing which i wish i had never gone too. especially when there was no one watching.and the stage was so small all of us got cut off. only the main ones stayed.duh. anyway. after that, went with a few sec 2 seniorsto walk walk walk around, trying to find the amusement rides. when we finally found the fun, we sat on a spinning spinning ride, and i think we were the first ones to ride it. cuz the others probably didnt dare to. as in the other ppl there. chicken! haha. and besides. no one was tending the viking ride. so sad ):. sheesh! the went to ride the bumper car. so stinko that one. and so not safe. oh yea. and we had unlimited rides too. complimentary ones. which we totally didn't make full use of. bleah. and i should've bought that roti boy bun or sumthing! it was so nice. but i didn't realise we weren't gonna go back there. cuz we followed the sec 2s to the bus stop and i didn't noe cars couldn't come into marina south there, only public transport. so when i found out from the twins the bus the other sec 2s were in left. then it was like ahhH! wat am i gonna do?! liddat. then the twins were sooo nice. they helped me call casey to ask them to wait for me at the mrt station. and even wanted to send me there and then come back to marina south again to wait for their mum. yup. so i sat bus then mrt then bus again. and ppl were looking at meeee 8 hrm. so i finnally got home, after carrying my today in history book and file in my arms which made them soo achey. and my heavy bag too...
and i came back and wrote the above entry.

i want to go downstairs to get something to eat or sumthing. but the problem is, i can't walk down so well. and it's even worse walking up. especially when my ankle's worst now. very painn. must pray to God...i better to wash up and take out my contact lenses before i go blind. eeks!

2005-08-02T22:15:00.000+08:00

heh. i finally got my haircut today. ugh! i didn't feel like those rich taitais who goes for profesional hairstyling thingy. i wish i did. and it was like so dumb cuz after the hairwash i was just sitting there waiting for someone to cut my hair and NO one came. -.-' so after sitting there and reading my book for abt 10 minutes i asked my mother who was sitting on the other side of the mirror whether i was gonna cut my hair and she asked her hairdresser to ask someone else. and i couldn't see anything cuz i wasn't wearing my specs while cutting my hair so when the hairdresses/ stylist spoke to me in the mirror i couldn't see their mouths so i didn't noe wat they were saying -.-" sheesh! that's why i felt so untaitai-ish and besides, i was in my school uniform ughhhh.
well. that was dumb. and now my hair ish SHORTER. i wanted to keep the length! but that stylist guy go cut it shorter so now the layers are abt the same length as in not very big difference in layers and i looks thicker which was exactly the opposite of wat i wanted it to be. wat kinda stylist ish thish! anyway. can't do anything about hair that has been cuted away already. just gotta grow longer and thicker and then have to layer somemore and they will make it shorter as well and then gotta grow longer again and it will also become thicker again. why can't they just keep the length!? ugh.

Thursday we have to do the Lost Ring play. and it's SUPER dumb cuz it's NOT gonna be counted and we practise ALOT for it. and the highwayman for lit AND the dumb beauty and courage thing IS gonna be counted. sheesh!

i THINK we're gonna perform at marina south the chinese dance thingy. it's on 8 August which is the same day cassandra ish gonna go to Heeren with Hazi and Claudia. hrm. ugh. I WANNA GOOO!! sheeshsheeshsheesh. okay it's latelatelate and there's D&T tml! aaaahh! and IH too. IH ish getting kinda boring i guess. oh well. and i still haven't written my testimonial!! dieee.

2005-08-01T19:27:00.000+08:00

gotta get ready for ballet class soon. ugh. the scarf one. that's not too bad lah.
man. today was SO embarrasing. i kept falling asleep in class and my head kept going down down down. ughhh! until my face was abt 1 cm away from the table the gloria and claudia nudged me during chinese and science class respectively. ugh. i think both times i got caught. but the teachers didn't say anything abt it. ahh well. good thing miss tan is swopping classes from tml onwards. heh. claudia had to wake me up SUPER many times during IH and the other classes. sheesh.

IH test was dumb. dumb structured questions and source based questions. good thing i didn't go memorise all the stuff. if not all would've been wasted.

ack! needa go get ready for ballet NOW. it's daddy's bdae tml! ahh!!! nothing for him!! how how howwwww!?

2005-07-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

whee! today SO fun! we painted coasters for decorative painting. heh! sooo fun! we had to practise this ONE stroke, which is the petal of the flower and painted leaves too and small purple flowers! (: i want to do somemore but it's an expensive hobby. ahh well.

just now went all the way to funan to get haircut and of course had so many ppl lah. so daddy went to get it endorsed so we have a week to cut. and we spent the whole time there waiting for aunty ruby to finish cutting her hair since she got a place in the shop salon. not the hair dressing school. enuice olsen was there. her name sounds sooo familiar. anyway.

i haven't started on my testimonial. and it's due on 14 aug!! ahh!!! lest then two weeks!! im SO dead. i dunno wat to writeee..oh no oh no oh no!!! hellpp!! ):

2005-07-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 11am this morning. i must've been so tired from yesterday. soooo fun yesterday! and exciting...eee! i don't want yesterday to be our last performance for that dance! heh. i still have that ballet concert but i really HATE that jazz number. ackk!! it's SO boring. anyway. ahh! IH test! im SO dead. haven't studied! die. die. die. and tml have church until 3.30pm for the youth activities and going for this charity haircut thingy at funan by the STYLIST. watever. and after that..NO time to study! eeks! soososososoo dead. heh.

2005-07-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

wah. quite sleepy. came back from kallang theatre cuz got SYF closing ceremony rehearsal today. hrm. tml ish the real closing ceremony ahh! haha! ((: well..dunno wat time it'll end..hrm.. and still have lessons tml! unfair! sheesh. IH test coming on monday and suresuresuresuresure fail cuz have to memorisememorisememorise all the china and india history and the class systems and agriculture and sheep ahhhh!!!
ohnoohnoohno! so much homework too! manmanman. ackk! can't go OoON! too much homework. can't finish all! and there's still the Lost Ring play and i havent memorise my lines yet! howw! so many things to memorise. well. at least i have that sunday decorative painting thingy to look forward to.

oh yar, i just remembered. i got kicked in the face by SARAH just now in the holding room at kallang. ahh..anyway i DON'T blame her. it's just that ppl kept crowding around meeee! then i just kept cryingggg like that time the clubs hit shan shan's head. oopsie. ahh well. at least jockey knew i didn't like ppl to crowd around me. i hoped she would. yay (: haha. so next time. don't crowd.

well im feeling crappy cuz of my contact lenses that are so uncomfortable and all those hw and tests aAHHH! hiyah. oh well. so sticky. gotta bathe. :\

2005-07-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! missed ballet. so sad.): cuz i think my dad was angry or sumthing. sheesh. and i didn't even do anything. it's like if i do sumthing and my parents don't like it they get angry and if i don't do anything or say anything they also dun like it and they get angry. so i think i'll just go tape my mouth up.

waaaaaaah! our cover got blown! we need reinforcements! REINFORCEMENTS!! acck! we're dead. game over. HAZI U'RE SO DEAD MEAT. and our last hope too. hrmm..better go sleep soon if not tml wake up late and im dead again. sheesh. i need SWEETS!! ((: hophophop! wahahaha~

just now had chinese dance until so late. ohhh so maybe THAT's why daddy was angry. oh well. maths test tml and i forgot to bring back my text book! ackkk!! im probably gonna fail all my tests.

ack. need sweets. oh yar! my bdae is cominggg! wat to do for my 13TH! Bdae? haha! must be something special. i don't really want to become a teen actually. and i don't really want to stay a CHILD. but children get free stuff! like ice-cream and ticket fees get discount!! wahaha. yup.
oof! 22 17 hrs already. need to sleep! :\

2005-07-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

ohno!ohno! physics test!! and the CME project! so dead.

michelle came to church today, again! hahah so did her sis. and next week is 5th sunday so there's some workshop thingy whee.. and at first i signed up for sushi making but my mum said to choose decorative painting instead. hee. at first michelle and i couldn't decide on whether to choose beading or sushi but anyway, thinking of having DG lunch next sunday since have no DG time.. but have baptism classes too. so maybe cannot go..hrm. oh well.

yesterday was cassandra party! haha went to take neoprints then went to seoul garden for dinner and then went to kinokuniya. haha! went back so late. haha!!! and in the car on the way back home, gloria cassandra joselyn and i were in the car and joselyn was doing this super funny BACC news thingy and she was pretending to be so many ppl! saying funny stuff like porkchops or sumthing and speaking in super funny accents!hhahahahahahhhaaha!!!

hrmm. drats! i got stuck with the printing job! waste of ink and money. for CME project and i think we'll be getting low marks anyway. cuz so last minute. im grouping with claudia ,natalie and bern. sheesh.ack! bernie is super sarcastic. sheesh. not toking to her on msn anymore.

anyway. better go study physics now. im gonna FAILL!!!!

2005-07-22T15:11:00.000+08:00

argh! my maid went to touch my things on my desk and threw away the box i put my ballet stuff in and i got so angry i went to my room and took everything from my desk and put them under my table and im gonna put a sign which says DO NOT THROW AWAY ANYTHING UNDER MY TABLE which is everything.

oh well. it was kinda dumb. but my desk was kinda messy but now the thing is, i cant really find all my stuff.

and my sister went to yishun to collect her medal for the rythmic gym thingy and I didn't even get a small tiny weeny prize or anything! grr. and besides, i tot she was a reserve. but i think reserves get the prizes the group gets too. oh well. never participate in this year's one. cuz new routine for secondary school and i also never get picked. hmpf. not that i care.

and i was supposed to go support the gym girls but sophie told me that have to take transport all the way to yishun and that's like super crazy. but at 12 noon two gym girls came to call sophie to go and have lunch or sumthing cuz they were going already and it was so weird cuz i tot supporters could only go at 3 pm. so anyway they didn't call me and i didn't go for the three days which was wed, thurs and fri. but turns out u didn't need to take public transport and everything. so oh well.. i rather that i'd lessons.

gotta bathe. anyone know how to get to bukit timah plaza??

2005-07-21T17:29:00.000+08:00

haaha! whee... just came back. lol. it's racial harmony dayy! whee! haha i wore this black top with BEADS BEADS AND MORE BEADS! haha and more friends say i look like a dance teacher! ((: hahah weird.. anyway. there was lotsa actingy stuff today..had that music thingy. and it was super exciting haha be i dont think i acted well eenough haha cuz i was supposd to be the bad influence on my best friend. anyway! there was that Lost Ring play too had to practise cuz next next week is the performance for all the groups and i didn't memorise ALL my lines yet. \:
hhaha! i borrowed hazirah's high heeled shoes too and wah..quite painful standing in them for very long.. and i quite being afraid that it will get caught onto my beads!

haha. aunty benghwee ish here...oh i think she's going off soon. cuz my ex- maid went to meet one prospective employer who lives in this REALLY posh apartment haha super rich i guess. and u noe wat. don't tell my mum i said this but my ex-maid doesn't meet all their expectations. oh well.. wat a shock they will get if they employ her \:

ack! physics test on monday!! ahhH! man. im so dead. i keep falling asleep during physics lesson. im gonna faill!!! ackkkkkk! hrmm... gotta bathe noww. and yup hahah!

2005-07-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

ackackackackack! i just found out must change back into uniform after recess! and i have to bring loads of other costumes for toher ppl too!

argh. super dead.

2005-07-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

heh. gotta sleep soon. anyway! tml's racial harmony dayy! wheee...and i wanted to wear a sari but it was too...umm uhh! covered up! hahah..so im wearing this BEADED pants LOTSA beads! with a black top! heeheehee! so exciting!! and then there's mass dance tml..

heeheeheeeheeeheeeeehehehee!

oh! and there's music too! gotta act some thingy! more excitement! okay..haha gotta sleep liike now. and hazi's bro is SUPER irritating. oh man..he's hacking hazi's msn account and going crazy. sheesh! don't talk to him! ever!

eeks! okay hrmm forgot wat other EXCITING stuff. hrm except that maybe..oh nvm.

2005-07-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

heeex! ((:

i missed the humanities challenge at school!! ahh! sad. ): sounded soo fun! and i think it WAS fun. and from wat miso said, ms ho was super funny!! she was like go mingle with the boys. i could help. that cute boy there is called timothy. but i'm too old.

WAAHHAahahahahh! how funny ish that! :
well...cuz had chinese dance in the afternoon so cannot go! and ackk! we did some pop dance thingy which was kinda modern. this ish CHINESE dance. not modern! and anyway im not even IN chinese dance!! im in rythmic gym!! bah!should've gone for humanities challenge. ):

today's claudia's bdae and i didn't bring her a prezzie! :
sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh. myself.
tomorrow is cassandra's bdae and tomorrow tomorrow is miso's! haha!

eek! still have maths hw! better go do them!

2005-07-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

hrm. i've finished D&T and IH! yay. hehee.. i invited michelle [miso] to come to church today.. and haha to tell u the truth miso, when u came out of ur mother's car, i was kinda shocked when i saw u wearing that shocking pink uneven cut skirt! \: yar..

hrm. had the first baptism class today! and.. we're supposed to write our testimonials but it's like ahhH! i dunno wat to writee...heh. and it's due on 14 aug i think.yup. and the baptism ish on september 11 (X heh! lots of people are getting baptised then. abt 40! haha.. my bro ish also getting baptise.. yup.. lots of siblings are. ((: praise God! (((:

okay haha gotta go.. going for my lil' bro's fren's bda party!

2005-07-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

sheesh! i haven't left the com. ackk! haha..was helping hazi do her blog and i tot everything went wonky! so i was kinda freaking out haha but turned out that it was cuz i didn't maximize the window :\ well..yar

actually im kinda tired playing the comp the whole day. and there's still that lit test on monday!! haha just now hazi and i was reading the script over the msn audio thing cuz we found out she could use her bro's headphones [those big DJ kinds] as a mike! haha! so funny! then we were just talking and talking and haha! quite fun lah. then it becam quite sian. \:

hrmm..go see her blog! i helped! ((:

it's cassandra's bdae in a 4 days! last year it was supersupersupersuper fun!! we went to mache at suntect city and after that we all squeezed in her parents car and played murderer and detective! then when we went back to her house we played with sparkler's!! ahhhhH!! super fun!!! with divya they all ((:

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed p6 year. heeeex! best year ever lah! it was the only year i wanted to go to school during hols ((: hahaha! yes super super fun !

gotta get away from comp now! before my brain dies from suffocation \:

2005-07-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

bah!! i spent so much time on the comp! when i have super much homework and a lit test one monday. hiyah! and im still sitting here playing mine sweeper flags with hazi [and winning XD] hahah!BAH! i think i was playing since 3 pm in the afternoon.

i couldn't go for the baptism briefing at 12 noon just now cuz got ballet. and ballet was super super boring. jazz ish just not my thing. i dun really enjoy it that much. hrm... but since its suring class time just do lor..if not then just go class and don't do anything. but im really not those jazzy jazzy type mahh! so can't blame me if i don't perform well enough. and do all those jazzy steps not enthu enough ): bah! im doing another scarf dance too which is on monday night.

my hair is super messy. cuz i just took out my bun and im massaging my brain haha okay that's quite lame. anyway. my history hw is still there. so is my D&T and im still having a lit test on monday. playing the comp all day long doesn't really change a thing. hrm. can't wait for tml and yet don't want today to end. cuz of hw!! sheesh ohmanohmanohman im so dead! lit test!! im getting quick panicky and im probably gonna freak out tml. yupx. always liddat

sheesh. i hate hw. and mrs tey is quite a sadist. give us loads of hw. even peijin says so \: anyway. i better go off soon. even though i know i won't. do i sound depressed? cuz im NOT! just that, i have super much homework and a lit test on monday and im still sitting at the com typing this so im back to where i started and this ish so lame.

2005-07-15T17:04:00.000+08:00

hrmm...only got a few minutes to type.. gotta get ready for ballet soon! (: heex! there's gonna be a concert in september ((: so if u want tix better book NOWW! with sistic! haha i think no more already.. XP so yar..on friday is the practice for the swanlets which i am one (: haha! its quite fun lar! and the music is supersupersuper fast! so yar.. and we have to do it en pointe.yupx and the pointe shoe ish a bit too small for me.bleah. and its also making my foot all weird grr! why did i get a size too small!! anyway.. cant do anything already cuz i think i probably spent abt one month darning it. bleaahh! yep. it's quite hard work too lah..

ack! gotta get ready noww!

2005-07-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

i STILL haven't done any other questions except for the one that my bro's NUS high friend helped me with.

2005-07-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

ughh!! i can't do physics! my whole paper's blank! i dunno the formulas or anythingg! and my bro wont help me. wats the use of having a brother in NUS high when he doesnt help me in PHYSICS!? im so dead.

2005-07-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

heex! new blog template! haha.. cuz the other template gone wonky so i didn't blog or anything so now i've changed it! and maybe i'll blog more or sumthing. and blogging is easier than writing everything! xp

2005-07-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

testingg!